okay im good now EVERYONE WAS SO KIND TO ME ON MY LAST POST THANK YOU!!! i will not be getting rid of my site and remaking it i think the Situation resolved itself. long story. but i appreciate everyone and it warms my heart to know that if i really wanted to bulldoze the whole thing and start over, people would be understanding. :')
I'm glad its all good now! :D
don't worry! i'm sure most web owners have had a moment when deleting their websites seems like a good option.