cervidaze ☘

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my commissions/art prints page is now up!! i'm selling my art to help raise money for my friend ibrahim and his family in gaza. all details can be found in /commissions: https://cervidaze.me/commissions <3
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 6 minutes ago

i'll mention it in the page when i wake up in the morning, but i love to draw portraits, animals (deer, mostly), and OCs! haven't delved much into anthro/furry stuff but it's never too late to try

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 day ago

due to popular demand (gojo), an essay about nihilism is now up! (https://cervidaze.me/interests/articles/nihilism) also changed the site's fonts for hopefully better readability

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kirbeedia's avatar kirbeedia 19 hours ago

i like the new font !

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anotheranimeman's avatar anotheranimeman 16 hours ago

I absolutely love this essay and am so very glad that you posted it. I'll admit I got a little emotional reading, "the very existence of the queer community is living proof that the collapse of traditional values and meanings does not have to result in the destruction of mankind."

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anotheranimeman's avatar anotheranimeman 16 hours ago

when you brought up Tyler from Fight Club as an example of a completely negatively polarized nihilistic character, I then thought of Joy from Everything Everywhere All at Once as someone who was nearing that extreme. You're not wrong that media and culture currently propose nihilism as inherently negative - it's extremely popular to do so.

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anotheranimeman's avatar anotheranimeman 16 hours ago

The ending of EEAAO imo proposes that "nothing matters" is not a negative sentiment. To remove yourself from the shackles of things having to "matter" can also mean the redefining of the self.

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anotheranimeman's avatar anotheranimeman 16 hours ago

there's loads more I can say, but I'm just happy to see this up :) well done!

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 12 hours ago

thank you sm gojo :')) really means a lot. rejecting meaning can be hopeful!!!!

your website is so good, it has a similar aesthetic that I was going for a while ago, just way better!! I love your essay about terfs, and look forward to reading more!!
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 4 days ago

thanks so much for reading and for checking out the site! always flattered :')

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okay finally finished uploading my past articles/essays that i want up, had to redact some personal information in some of them. here's some picks: (https://cervidaze.me/interests/articles/diversityhire) + (https://cervidaze.me/interests/articles/killtheterfinyourhead) + (https://cervidaze.me/interests/articles/freezerdog)
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 6 days ago

consider yourself lucky i held back from posting my 12 page paper on why nietzsche isn't a nihilist

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projectc190's avatar projectc190 5 days ago

"the dog in the freezer" will stick with me for a while. also my dad is unfortunately kind of the same politically so we are shaking hands rn

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shanimal's avatar shanimal 5 days ago

You're such a good writer <3

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 5 days ago

@projectc190 shaking your hand sad style @shanimal thank you thank you :')

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anotheranimeman's avatar anotheranimeman 5 days ago

drop the 12 page paper, ill read it! shit, email me!

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 5 days ago

@gojo yes sir right away sir

serpentineminor's avatar serpentineminor 4 days ago

Holy cow your writing is amazing- incredibly engaging but so, so real.

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serpentineminor's avatar serpentineminor 4 days ago

Sorry for double post but thank you for "kill the terf in your head" especially. everything in it can't be said enough.

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 4 days ago

@serpentineminor no need to apologize! thank you for the kind words <3

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 6 days ago

added more content to /interests, updated dark mode styling, and other relevant changes

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kirbeedia's avatar kirbeedia 6 days ago

whoa i also have a nintendo 3ds xl, what a good reminder to use it again

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mekongred's avatar mekongred 6 days ago

wow, i really loved 'the dog in the freezer', so incredibly written, rest in peace Noble!!

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 6 days ago

@kirbeedia i hope to add more about the whole repairing/modding process i had with mine (and also writeups for the rest of my tech hehe)

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 6 days ago

@mekongred HAHAHA thank you, i very much appreciate it :)

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fellow gong fu cha enjoyer!! i love your tea reviews, i also describe some tastes as "round" and know exactly what you mean
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investing at five followers you have an incredibly lovely site :-)
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thenamelessarchiv3's avatar thenamelessarchiv3 1 week ago

thank you so much...!!! i love your website as well ^^

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

i continue to lose against FOUC but i added more neighbors hello

cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

I PREVAILED

kirbeedia's avatar kirbeedia 1 week ago

not sure if just me but every page is covered by the loading div so it results in a black screen :-0

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@kirbeedia ahh yes, that was a bug i fixed last night! you may need to refresh the cache :')

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kirbeedia's avatar kirbeedia 1 week ago

@cervidaze hrmmm even with the hard refresh im still getting the bug @_@

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

aaaaaaaaaaaaa

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kirbeedia's avatar kirbeedia 1 week ago

o did you fix it? cause everything looks good from my end now ( '_')b

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

i just took out the loading div HAHA for some reason it wouldn't update on browsers that had already cached my site, but my own browsers were fine :') tested on multiple devices and browsers and can't seem to find the throughline

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i'm losing the FOUC wars
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

my friends are having the time of their lives watching the worlds championship rn and i am here repeatedly flashbanging myself with my own god damn website

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nathanntan's avatar nathanntan 1 week ago

Don't tell me... XD

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@nathan they should invent a styleswitcher that does exactly what you want forever

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friends.... what is fall like where you live.... i'm californian so i just want to imagine what could've been for a little bit :')
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dogblog's avatar dogblog 1 week ago

I am experiencing my first fall ever at the age of 19 right now and it's better than I ever hoped ... So beautiful and I can wear a sweater and a hat all day! I can order coffee hot and the trees are brilliant warm hues. I can't get over it.

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dogblog's avatar dogblog 1 week ago

Arizona -> Ohio

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rippledstone's avatar rippledstone 1 week ago

im also in California and have too been experiencing the pain of not experiencing fall

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kirbeedia's avatar kirbeedia 1 week ago

the leaves are turn(ing? ed?) in new york now! a bit rainy and a bit chilly but i love autumn

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mekongred's avatar mekongred 1 week ago

the leaves are falling, the weather is grey and wet but it actually fits the season, i used to hate it, but autumn is probably the londons best time of year and ive come to appreciate it a lot more as ive gotten older :)

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zhongvie's avatar zhongvie 1 week ago

many red leaves littering streets, our tree is very slowly shedding its coat. very cold though, wrapped in thick jackets. rainy weather, cloudy, heavy on the tiredness though. cold biting winds, but the sun is still shining on cloud-free days

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heoism's avatar heoism 1 week ago

so unbearably hot and sunny

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@rippledstone and @heoism i'm shaking your hands considerably

cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

this all sounds so beautiful i could cry, thank you for sharing <3 i hope we get even a little glimmer of fall this year

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overthinkingrat's avatar overthinkingrat 1 week ago

red leaves, very cold but crisp air and sometimes it is either sunny or in the brink of rain. sometimes I lose sight of my orange dog when he goes outside because he blends in with the leaves

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unfortunateaccident's avatar unfortunateaccident 1 week ago

it's spring for me, but all of last march in autumn it was just chilly and foggy where i was at in the mountains. still all green tho, eucalypt trees are evergreens

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