cervidaze
1 day ago
due to popular demand (gojo), an essay about nihilism is now up! (https://cervidaze.me/interests/articles/nihilism) also changed the site's fonts for hopefully better readability
anotheranimeman
16 hours ago
I absolutely love this essay and am so very glad that you posted it. I'll admit I got a little emotional reading, "the very existence of the queer community is living proof that the collapse of traditional values and meanings does not have to result in the destruction of mankind."
anotheranimeman
16 hours ago
when you brought up Tyler from Fight Club as an example of a completely negatively polarized nihilistic character, I then thought of Joy from Everything Everywhere All at Once as someone who was nearing that extreme. You're not wrong that media and culture currently propose nihilism as inherently negative - it's extremely popular to do so.
anotheranimeman
16 hours ago
The ending of EEAAO imo proposes that "nothing matters" is not a negative sentiment. To remove yourself from the shackles of things having to "matter" can also mean the redefining of the self.
anotheranimeman
16 hours ago
there's loads more I can say, but I'm just happy to see this up :) well done!
cervidaze
12 hours ago
thank you sm gojo :')) really means a lot. rejecting meaning can be hopeful!!!!
cervidaze
6 days ago
consider yourself lucky i held back from posting my 12 page paper on why nietzsche isn't a nihilist
projectc190
5 days ago
"the dog in the freezer" will stick with me for a while. also my dad is unfortunately kind of the same politically so we are shaking hands rn
serpentineminor
4 days ago
Sorry for double post but thank you for "kill the terf in your head" especially. everything in it can't be said enough.
cervidaze
6 days ago
added more content to /interests, updated dark mode styling, and other relevant changes
mekongred
6 days ago
wow, i really loved 'the dog in the freezer', so incredibly written, rest in peace Noble!!
cervidaze
6 days ago
@kirbeedia i hope to add more about the whole repairing/modding process i had with mine (and also writeups for the rest of my tech hehe)
kirbeedia
1 week ago
not sure if just me but every page is covered by the loading div so it results in a black screen :-0
cervidaze
1 week ago
@kirbeedia ahh yes, that was a bug i fixed last night! you may need to refresh the cache :')
cervidaze
1 week ago
i just took out the loading div HAHA for some reason it wouldn't update on browsers that had already cached my site, but my own browsers were fine :') tested on multiple devices and browsers and can't seem to find the throughline
cervidaze
1 week ago
my friends are having the time of their lives watching the worlds championship rn and i am here repeatedly flashbanging myself with my own god damn website
cervidaze
1 week ago
@nathan they should invent a styleswitcher that does exactly what you want forever
dogblog
1 week ago
I am experiencing my first fall ever at the age of 19 right now and it's better than I ever hoped ... So beautiful and I can wear a sweater and a hat all day! I can order coffee hot and the trees are brilliant warm hues. I can't get over it.
rippledstone
1 week ago
im also in California and have too been experiencing the pain of not experiencing fall
kirbeedia
1 week ago
the leaves are turn(ing? ed?) in new york now! a bit rainy and a bit chilly but i love autumn
mekongred
1 week ago
the leaves are falling, the weather is grey and wet but it actually fits the season, i used to hate it, but autumn is probably the londons best time of year and ive come to appreciate it a lot more as ive gotten older :)
zhongvie
1 week ago
many red leaves littering streets, our tree is very slowly shedding its coat. very cold though, wrapped in thick jackets. rainy weather, cloudy, heavy on the tiredness though. cold biting winds, but the sun is still shining on cloud-free days
cervidaze
1 week ago
this all sounds so beautiful i could cry, thank you for sharing <3 i hope we get even a little glimmer of fall this year
overthinkingrat
1 week ago
red leaves, very cold but crisp air and sometimes it is either sunny or in the brink of rain. sometimes I lose sight of my orange dog when he goes outside because he blends in with the leaves
unfortunateaccident
1 week ago
it's spring for me, but all of last march in autumn it was just chilly and foggy where i was at in the mountains. still all green tho, eucalypt trees are evergreens
i'll mention it in the page when i wake up in the morning, but i love to draw portraits, animals (deer, mostly), and OCs! haven't delved much into anthro/furry stuff but it's never too late to try