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i got covid.... going to cry
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kirbeedia's avatar kirbeedia 17 hours ago

NOOOOO get well soon!!! electrolyte up

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projectc190's avatar projectc190 10 hours ago

that sounds awful D: get well soon!!

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

new blog post :)

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limovars's avatar limovars 1 week ago

ohh i feel this in many ways. you nailed how the “no surf”/internet abstinence/digital detox movement’s primary goal is still to be more productive and maximize shareholder value 😑 there’s no ethical consumption under capitalism, as long as we try as much to consume mindfully, boycott whenever we can, not replace consumption with even more consumption, we are already doing our best. i also like how you go very +

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limovars's avatar limovars 1 week ago

deeply into analysing the different motivations behind digital minimalism and appreciate your honesty about how one step in the wrong direction can lead us down undesirable rabbit holes. so sorry if this is incoherent or rambly, i just relate to this so much… look forward to more as always reyn:-)

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fearoffun's avatar fearoffun 1 week ago

hi reyn !! i loved reading your thoughts on digital minimalism. it's been a journey for me to try and find an alternative to spotify as well... i have a cd collection which is nice but no cd player in my car (where i mostly listen to lyrical music) 😔 i've used soundcloud but ultimately decided it's not for me.... also !! i wanted to recommend japanese rock band toe to you and the latest sunset rollercoaster album ✨

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zhongvie's avatar zhongvie 1 week ago

obsidian really is a ‘put it together’ app (i say as i also have begun using it for more weird things like a whole wiki for my genshin characters to know What i have without needing to get on), but at least due to its age its got a decent amount of templates that just need wading through over complicated garbage to find

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@limovars this is so affirming to hear, thank you so much :') i've been finding success with loosely applying minimalism's core philosophy of being intentional with the things you consume/introduce to your life, before hustle culture bastardized it! no worries about coherence/rambling, i love when people comment :) thank you for reading

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@fearoffun we are god's strongest musicless soldiers :') i love my CDs but i like being able to shuffle/listen to multiple artists in one sitting, so maybe i should digitize them into one big mixtape or playlist.... thank you so much for the recs, i love toe!! immaculate taste. i didn't know sunset rollercoaster released a new album, i gotta get on that asap! thank you for reading <3

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@zhongvie i'm slowly beginning to appreciate obsidian and how granular its features are! i'm sorry if i slighted you with my complaints about the kinds of tutorials available, the one you recommended did help me understand obsidian's logic and i appreciate it a lot :') if you have any templates you like that make using obsidian easier, i'd love to pick your thoughts! thank you for reading :)

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daliwali's avatar daliwali 1 week ago

any sort of business/productivity book is an infohazard to me... disconnecting yourself from big tech is a worthwhile goal, they have always been wolves in sheep's clothing.

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@daliwali the amount of times i've been shilled shit like "how to win friends and influence people," "48 laws of power," and "the subtle art of not giving a fuck".... fucked up. i'm already finding a lot of benefits from removing a decent amount of big tech from my life and it's genuinely nice to reclaim some elements of control over my digital life. thank you for reading!

mekongred's avatar mekongred 1 week ago

sooo real, i feel like self help books are very much a product of capitalist individualism, they centre themselves on how you the person can best learn to navigate life under the capitalist structure rather than questioning the cause of the decay. i dont think everybody who reads self-help/improvement books is annoying, but the most annoying people you will ever meet will swear by the very same wellness slop books!!

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

@mekongred you put it so well, yes exactly! i wish there were more accessible reading materials for those that are burnt out and disillusioned, because there are definitely plenty of resources out there that explain the nature of capitalist disillusionment but of course that's not typically where someone would look if they don't know they're struggling under capitalism in the first place!

figured out 11ty and then immediately tried to learn obsidian next. still need to figure out linux after. i love pain
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 1 week ago

me, a liberal/fine arts graduate after rage quitting CS as a teen: what if i made things harder for myself

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ceriae! i finally responded to your question about being queer and disaporic asian, it's in your guestbook but it's like 460 words so feel free to delete it after reading if it takes up too much space in your feed LOL
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honeyedcharlatan's avatar honeyedcharlatan 1 week ago

omg that is AMAZING thank you!! i will let you know when i respond to it but i would love to keep it in my guestbook hehehe. this is rlly meaningful to me, thank you!

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Added your button to my neighbors page!! Thank u for reminding me :')))
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 2 weeks ago

of course, thanks so much for having me :')

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i know your website name is cervid + daze but i keep reading it in spanish as "theyrviidazae"
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 3 weeks ago

LOL fair. thank you for the follow btw

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heoism's avatar heoism 3 weeks ago

absolutely! your page is lovely

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also, congrats on the top surgery! i will be adding your button to my website ^_^
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 3 weeks ago

I WAS GRANTED ONE MORE COMMENT thank you :) and sick i will also add your button to my /links page the next time i update!

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beautiful essay on what you were taught about queerness growing up. as a fellow queer diasporic asian, i'm incredibly inspired to write something about the intersection of those two identities myself. id love to hear more of your thoughts on how being a diasporic asian affected how you viewed queerness in yourself. i know it certainly influenced a lot of my own thoughts about myself. - ceriae
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 3 weeks ago

hello ceriae! first of all, your system's name is fucking sick, i love it. thanks for taking the time to read my stuff and leave a comment here. i got comment locked trying to respond to this in full LOL so i will answer you through some other way :)

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honeyedcharlatan's avatar honeyedcharlatan 3 weeks ago

@cervidaze THANK YOU im glad the system name tickles you lolol. you can respond in full either through our guestbook by shooting us an email! email should be in 'outgoing links'

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local cretin discovers the reply feature in atabook dot org in the year of the lord 2025
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Dear Reyn, your essays on queerness and transness are well researched, very insightful, and moving. Many can definitely relate to the frustration of assimilating and appealing to the status quo. Looking forward to more!
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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 3 weeks ago

oh my god.... i did it.... i won in limovars..

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cervidaze's avatar cervidaze 3 weeks ago

in all seriousness though, thank you. it means a lot to me when others read/enjoy my work, even more so when it's people i hold in high regard. there's definitely a lot i would change about my previous essays that were written when i was just getting started, but that's just something to keep in mind for my future essays, and i'm honored that you've given my writing your time :)

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nathanntan's avatar nathanntan 3 weeks ago

will have to check your essays out when i have some time!

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limovars's avatar limovars 3 weeks ago

i actually look up to YOU! it’s no easy feat to come up with original analysis and criticism of butler and foucault! also nathan, yess you should check each other’s sites out!

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