pic log live except i cant get the stupid js (https://girl-wonderlost.neocities.org/buscord.js if anyone wants to peek) to work to use the bus cord. does anyone know make only an "element"/drawn item in a < canvas > clickable, all my workarounds failed...

love this concept!

@hyperpostcard thanks :p. also added new dream and new scrap and new link to inspiron.html. (i caved and substacked. i don't know if i will publish there but my writer friends inspired me)

spoiler i'm trying to make like a pics log thing but it's like looking out the bus window

love this concept ;-;

every single idea you have for this site is so cool and awesome.. i am so excited to see this page when it's done

aw shucks thanks friends

the little mouse

alphabetizing...

also removing the neighbors/following distinction

also new buttons i've been doing a lot of web perusing (loneliwish, michaelmas, turd, overthesea, moldymoldy)

Yay! Will be adding u to my page once I make an update :)

@rippledstone eek thank u helen!

hey also blogged

chat > recents update (i got around to watching dinner in america)

also working on some "novel" intros on /inspiron#writings. want a place to keep my long form story ideas that's not just in my head, despite the fact that i make barely any progress on them

real

finishing up convenience store dialogue js

also new buttons ! (nicehandsoaps and caminus)

:'D <33

blogging again

and got some new media (Intermission [dvd], Affection [album, cd], EW&F compilation [cassette])

i've also been thinking about making a page about my body mods/my personal body modification philosophy. not sure how to do it best because i do think my tattoos and piercing set up are really beautiful and important to me spiritually but also ,like, general wariness of images of my self online. i've been having a lot of conversations with friends these days about body modifcation as a self care practice, and art,...

...expression of self, displaying both ownership and release of body so would like to make a little web thing for it. probably will not do images of myself directly but might scan some of my tattoos like i did once before, even if just to showcase some of the beautiful art i've been given. touched on this in blog, but tis that time of year again when i feel weird about who i am so i must get another tattoo.

which. is maybe not the greatest coping mechanism but also. we are all expending energy trying to translate our selves into someting that is receivable to other people, and this is just one way that happens to be beautiful and freeing. something something bodies are prisons/palaces/temples/shrines/homes/vessels/mirrors/windows.

but also sometimes articulating my philosophy i think comes off as shallow because a) i dont even have very many body mods or anything crazy and b) obviously we are all more than our bodies blah blah. wow this was a lot ! sometimes you just have to release the thought to the void i guess, but i've definitely run out of comments now :p

updating recents

if u r curious about them, they are under chat > "What have you been up to these days?"

gosh your site is so cool