mental illness is no joke. ive been avoiding blog entries bcs ive felt so bad that i was too scared to even write about my own feelings. but things are getting better. not particularly focused on coding new pages right now, but who knows. im happier with my index than i ever have been so i doubt ill be doing any feverish changes anytime soon
didnt even want to change my status from being about seeing weird al. felt like changing it would signify the end of happiness. im dramatic