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bmh
2 years ago
Wow. I found myself also back at high school while I read that. The forgetting of names, and still some dreams back there and then as if nothing has changed.
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murid
2 years ago
That was a good post. I also have fond memories of Counterstrike 1.6 in 3rd world cyber cafes.
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murid
2 years ago
I remember seeing that moon too. It was really big and bright, haven't seen one that big for a while. It's strange how this big space rock can be a shared experience all over the world.
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I hope you are doing alright today, your last update painted a bleak picture. Anyway, you are really good at coding your website, I find that coding serves a good means of escapism too. I hope things look up for you and you are able to turn your life around like you had said before. Best wishes.
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metamorphosis
2 years ago
Thanks a lot, I am doing somewhat ok. I have been busy writing a few things but did not share them yet. I will be back on track really soon. It is good to see there are people who cares about the stuff I write. I really did not want to post stuff like the last thing I posted every single day. It was best for me to take a break for a while. Bad mood is contagious, hope I did not bring people's mood down.
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Yeah, the world will probably end sooner than we know, either way I hope things get less shitty for you
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kazuhisa
2 years ago
remembering the https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedonic_treadmill you can only hope that, with enough mental discipline, one can escape it. only shows how buddhism and taoism leads correctly here, or https://christdesert.org/rule-of-st-benedict/chapter-4-the-tools-for-good-works/ and other ascetic codes. people will always find something to be miserable, the most insignificant things it seems, me included
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mind%E2%80%93body_dualism