my last diary entries for may (probably). they're so normal, i can't think of a clickbait title...

I know the clickbait: "science cannot explain this simple trick to softer hair. click to find out." I exclusively use mint soaps, relatable vibes. I use ACV on my hair and it does make it softer for me too. Think of it this way, when you're back with a comfy desktop, you'll have a lot to post about with art you made, fic recs, have tons to say about books you read.

Right? Maybe... I hope you can at least do a little June work from the laptop though. I love your diaries ;;

im the complete opposite, i need my pc to do anything productive and its impossible for me to write anything on phone lmao.. im so happy you found a good space for yourself to socialize in and i hope the feeling of guilt for dipping in and out will slowly wane with time. i think it's pretty normal to pop in and out of convos, especially in group settings.

i do understand the guilt though, i tend to do the same with 1 on 1 conversations...

best of luck with the moving mish! i remember how much of a hassle it was when I moved houses having to pack up all my stuff and be hobby-less for a while due to setup :^( i hope you can push forward with the socialising, too! it can be pretty difficult to get back into the swing of, but it's nothing to be ashamed of if you can only do it in set bursts~

aw, i'll miss seeing you for a while. but i get it, moving is such a difficult time in which you have to decide what and when to pack things up - not to mention the stress of it all, and the blank period where... you can't really do much. but i do hope the upcoming time will do you well! <3

the accidental confession!! way too cute

It wouldn't exist without your input!!! You gave me a vision that I had to make reality ꒰✩’ω`ૢ✩꒱

ok the method i discovered for pruning the update previews is... an inexact science, to say the least. i will keep trying!!! in the meantime, here's a new diary entry too https://vivarism.net/diary/24/may

aaaand i fucked it all up lol. ok the other new page is for my sans collection https://vivarism.net/yume/shrine/tangible

Oh wow, I didn't know Undertale had that much official merch... The Sans cookie cutter is amazing.

There's so much, and yet somehow it's still not enough...!! I feel so greedy heh. Full disclosure, the cookie cutter is unofficial dropship garbage, but if it means I can *literally* devour him then I simply cannot say no

your collection page was SO much fun to look through!! same as capy, i had no idea undertale had that much merch, and some japanese merch too!! and i finally have your opinion on sans nendo, the inaction figure is definitely way cuter!! i hope your collection grows even more ♥ oh and sorry about the spider!! that was me saying hi

and as for your friends, i think they will always be ready to welcome you back with open arms, when you're ready. it's not neglect, sometimes we just struggle to balance things or we focus on different relationships for a little while. it's normal, and you don't have to feel guilty about it, nor SHOULD you feel guilty about it. just enjoy the moment and savor those little pieces of happiness as much as you can

I always read your blogs/diary entries and end up thinking "wow, I relate to that so hard..." :'D I hope that isn't weird to say? but I really get you about feeling guilty and anxious over your relationships and the ones you gravitate to, very much so.. being happy is so scary, sometimes :'D but yknow, I've learned good friends will wait for you no longer how long your absence, so it should be ok ;v;

either way, I hope your good mood continues to stick around, regardless of what happens ;v; I know we haven't been talking that long and I'm just a rando on the internet, but I've been enjoying getting to know you!

I'm proud of you for writing what you wanted to express fully to feel more honest and yourself ♡ Your words are very relatable to me when it comes to social things. People can be understanding if you tell them how you're thinking. I don't believe friends online would hold this against you. I know I wouldn't. I hope your move to somewhere else goes well and smoothly when the time comes.

ahh gosh, you're all so sweet to me (*/ω＼*) thank you everyone for your heartfelt responses. to gatari, it's totally ok to relate heh, that's the other reason why i want to be honest: so people like me won't feel alone! to arachne, i'll surely savour every happy moment <3 && to bree, let's both bravely speak our minds!!!

https://vivarism.net/yume/shrine/undernet/ (￣y▽,￣)╭ goki-chan has a blog now

i wish i could click "like" 5000 times ;_;

i think i found out how to game the update preview system! (1) upload all your new/updated pages. (2) delete whichever page is shown 1st/in the spotlight. whatever page was 2nd will move up to take its place. (3) reupload the page you just deleted. HOPEFULLY it will reappear further down the list of previews, rather than reclaiming 1st place. (4) repeat as needed until the page you want to showcase is front & center!

the remaining 4999 were sent straight to my heart!! ily poom <33

:') ily2 floone

aaah the tumblr mimic page is sooo cute and really captures that vibe perfect. I'm so impressed. Especially the ask box link is such a neat attention to detail. I adore seeing tumblr nostalgia and homage so much ♡

I wanna see the Sans doll! these pages are awesome

goki-chan's blog is too cute!!! i love this so much T_T♥

finally, we can see goki's inner thoughts!! i love the blog so much, the layout is gorgeous and such a throwback to tumblr. i see you found a place for the tall sans blinkie heh

The faux-Tumblr is amazing!!

Thank you everyone for tuning in!! (´∀｀*) My ~coding journey~ started on Tumblr so this page is extra special to me. Goki would be so happy to know you all took a peek too;; Seriously thank you all for indulging me even this much heheh

i would follow her on tumblr...

Goki's blog is so cute!! I love the way you've gone about imitating the mid-late 2010s tumblr blog style for this part of your site, I can't wait to see what else Goki has to share with us <3

This is amazing! I wish I could reblog all of Goki's posts.

THIS IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE WHATTTT

ahh I'm late commenting here but gosh goki's blog is super adorable ;v; I love all your yume stuff, it's all so fun!!

if gokiburi-chan has one fan it’s me if gokiburi-chan has 0 fans I have passed away (the anonymous sans comment in the comment box is soo cute lol!)

finally, a new entry on my undertale diary!!! https://vivarism.neocities.org/yume/diary/01 the treats that await: my ita bag and sans bjd

your ita bag and sansdoll are superr cute! ^_^ Its always a joy seeing what creative projects youre working on... what have you been doing to customize your clothes? I've just been sewing/gluing lace onto everything lol....

It's a lot of lace sewing from me too!! Also swapping out buttons, ironing patches on... I'll add a "wardrobe" page to my atelier so everyone can see exactly what I mean! Thanks for checking in Lune <333 Youre a real one

yayy im excited to see your wardrobe!! I love seeing what clothes people wear on the day to day and their personal style :D I'm going home for summer soon and I intend to make a wardrobe page as well!

your ita bag is soooo lovely! the colour is really adorable and matches so well with the blues! sansdoll looks absolutely content hehe

oooh, sans doll cuddling with your little seal is too cute! congrats on the new doujin and your bag is so well coordinated!! please make goki doll next... maybe you could start with a tiny nendo doll or ob11 size? she'd look so cute next to sans!! but how can we do her antenna? my first thought was a pair of pipe cleaners hahaha

thank you very much isa!!!i worked hard 😤 to arachne: i had the same thought about her ahoge-- some kind of poseable wire! i'll have to figure it out... as cute as ob11 are, sans is actually pretty big!! almost 40 cm.. so gokidoll will have to be somewhere between 20-25cm.. BUT. if i make her super tiny then she can ride in sans's pocket and that just might be worth it heheh

you can have two goki dolls!! as a treat... one teeny tiny and one tiny!

today's entry is super boring zzzzzzz just go look at the pretty colours

I was reading your diary entry - and then your yume entry, and it made me smile. I really like the way you put things into words. The way you write is really inspiring. I only hope I can feel brave enough to do the same, one day! (Also your outfit is SO cute!!)

Sanrio Boys really was a good anime, and the first episode was super sweet. Glad you enjoyed it!

Reading through your yume diary was such a treat!! You and Sans have been through so much together, I'm a little envious at how you've got it all documented down from the start and it's exciting to think where you two will be a year from now!! It was really touching to read about how your relationship transformed into something more positive. ;o; That drawing of Goki pulling on Sans's strings is SO cute! ♥

Anyway, it made me smile a lot, I was practically smiling the whole time while reading about your relationship dynamics and daydreams. Thank you for sharing so much of your yume journey with us!! I hope to see more of the questionaire filled out later on too. Oh, and your May diary has such gorgeous colors!! Enjoy Sanrio Danshi~

thank you amy, isa & arachne for your sweet comments!! those entries in my yume diary are almost a year old now haha;; i was just trying to fix some broken things, but i'm glad that you enjoyed reading them nonetheless. to isa: i know you can be brave! i'm looking forward to reading more about what yume means to you. to arachne: it's never too late to start documenting things! i'd love to read your daydream diary too

nothing new, just trying to fix broken things

https://i.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/029/477/It's_All_So_Tiresome.png

scratch that, i managed to write a new diary entry after all https://vivarism.neocities.org/diary/24/april

nothing new, just fixing broken images... but u can reread my husbando page for a good time :+)

Ah yes, the husbando page one of my favorites to read. I love the Vivarism mascot so much, she's adorable!!

thank you for stopping by arachne!!!! i wanna draw my mascot more, i really popped off with that hoodie of hers...

Your site is even more beautiful than the last time I saw it!!!!!!!!!!! Love...

thank you so much sephi!!! i can't wait to see what you'll do with yours too :+D

super boring, just scroll past this one