๐ง๐งธ๐๐ Vivarism ๐๐งธ๐๐ง
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Hello, I hope you're doing well! I don't usually post comments here, but I wasn't able to write in your guestbook. That said, I came across the incredibly kind message you left me and became quite emotional. I wrote out a novel of a response there, but I wanted to visit your space as well and leave a little โbuffโ with my thanks. n_n Also, I wish you a joyous belated birthday with many more to come!
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I'm not sure if joining another webring is something that interests you, but the yume ring https://yume-ring.neocities.org/ sounds right up your ally!
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vivarism
1 year ago
aww thank you so much for thinking of me!! i actually applied yesterday! just wait til the admin adds me, my tiny 50x50 sans icon is sooooo cute
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vivarism
1 year ago
nothing new, just trying to fix things i broke;; let me know if you encounter any missing images or dead links
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lizonline
1 year ago
Your questionaire looks like so much fun!! I will be completing it this afternoon ^_^ thank you for sharing your hard work!!
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vivarism
1 year ago
YAY I can't wait to see it Liz!! Will it be about you and Manjoume?? I was just looking at your harem page and it made me so nostalgic for my Akatsuki days... (former Itachiwife)
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cloverbell
1 year ago
No way we were all akatsuki fangirlsโฆ. (I was deidara for Halloween this year and my room mate was sasori.. yes we were sasodei shippers..)
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lizonline
1 year ago
I love you online SasoDei shippers!! Yes, it will be about Manjoume. You are opening up so many possiblities to me! I never even considered eating breakfast with him?? Somehow??
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vivarism
1 year ago
@Lune: and you didn't take yaoi cosplay pics?!??!! a missed opportunity T__+T but the Akatsuki really were the best/coolest/hottest werent they? @Liz: the "everyday life" section is one of my faves for that reason!! I hope you'll come up with lots of new lovey dovey fantasies as you go <33
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cloverbell
1 year ago
@liz I am eagerly awaiting your sasodei shrine.. (i think i remember you planning to make one) and @flonne we did actually! we went through sasodei fanart and recreated them irl LOL I can totally email you a couple funny ones!
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lizonline
1 year ago
@cloverbell, ahhh!! Could you email them to me too if you're comfortable? My email is on my about page! SasoDei shrine isn't officially up yet but it can be found at https://lizonline.neocities.org/sasodei >_> shhhhh. Keep it a secret . . . sorry to derail the thread! Hope everyone is well ^_^
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Hello! I have your page bookmarked and noticed that you have a Nobility claim on your site, and was wondering if you wanted to be listed? It's not a big deal if you'd rather not, but since I don't think I received a form submission from you I wanted to ask!
vivarism
1 year ago
Hello!! Yes I'd love to be listed, I just hadn't had the chance to send in my form yet โค๏ธ Thanks so much for coming straight to me! That's so kind of you.
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i love your journal shrine!!
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vivarism
1 year ago
oh hello, nice to meet a fellow dyke!! if you like pngs like the ones on that page, i encourage you to make your own. it's super fun, and i think it would suit your aesthetic
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vivarism
1 year ago
can everyone please close their eyes for a second. ftp on neocities sucks so this update is going to look super weird until i prune it. just pretend you dont see it ok? thank you
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vivarism
1 year ago
NO LIZ DON'T LOOK YET... come greet me in another 15 minutes!!!!! but i'm happy to see you too, thank you for the warm welcome!
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lizonline
1 year ago
Haven't opened your site yet, I promise! Just saw the update on your profile. Take your time ๐ฅฐ
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vivarism
1 year ago
oh Lune, what a clever solution!! everybody please follow in her footsteps and visit https://vivarism.net/ because i somehow broke all of my files LOL. thank you lune for your bday wishes and liz for your patience... real mvps on the nc feed right now
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cloveratelier
1 year ago
waaa flonne v2.5 is looking so gorgeous ;__; i've had a little nosey around and i love what you've done with the place! your "help" section in particular is so lovely, i'll for sure be referring to it in the future! happy birthday & 600 days w/ sans, here's to many more!!
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vivarism
1 year ago
thank you so much kiley!! i was a feeling a little insecure about that section, so i'm happy to hear that you found some meaning there;; i'll add more when i can! and to everyone else: some stuff is still broken but Vivarism 2.5 is now online!! thank you for visiting, i hope you enjoy your stay.
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allyratworld
1 year ago
Wahhhh new site version is looking beautiful!!! Glad to hear you had a nice birthday as well!
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cabbagesorter
1 year ago
HAPPY BIRTHDAY i hope your 24th will be filled with growth, love, health and happiness!!!!!!! also i love the journals you posted
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xxxnxf3lt1bataxxx
1 year ago
happy birthday oh my goodness!! your new css looks so pretty! I hope your life is filled with lots of love and joy! ^_^
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nenrikido
1 year ago
happy birthday!!!! i'm so glad you're feeling a little better. also, i was so shocked to see anyone remembers the "hello world" theme. i've been meaning to rework it for years. you made it very cute! hope all goes well for you flonne.
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mochagatari
1 year ago
Hey, nice to see you back in action!! Also, happy birthday (same age let's gooooo)!! The new pages are looking great. You know...I wonder if I could take a page out of your book and make a yume page myself? Since cringe is dead. XD Really though, glad you're feeling better. Let's keep working towards remembering the happy things :> (sorry long comment)
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vivarism
1 year ago
Thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes ;;w;; I feel so special!!! @Jay You were my favourite theme maker back in the day, I could never forget! @Gatari, you can write as much as you want here! And yes, let out your yoom!! Go crazy go stupid!
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inkcaps
1 year ago
Ahhh late but happy birthday Flonne!! I can't think of a better birthday present to yourself than these gorgeous page makeovers!! Enjoy!! ;w;
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vivarism
1 year ago
short (and flippant) version: not dead, not going to die. if you've been worried for me, please read the longer, more sincere version haha....
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kotteism
1 year ago
been seeing the stuff you posted and figured it was psychosis, i understand the mechanisms you've described. it's good to see you be more aware. this seems like a lot of progress, more distance to the delusions and a very constructive approach, so you have my support and hope soon it goes away completely
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vivarism
1 year ago
that's so sweet of you kotte, thank you โฅ >__+< "distance" is exactly the right word. all the best to you too, and please send capy my love. i know she was watching out for me
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kotteism
1 year ago
i've already told her you seem to be improving and she's happy about it, but sure thing :)
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mochagatari
1 year ago
hey, I've been keeping a bit of an eye on your site, and even though I was admittedly too cowardly to say anything, I was worried and thinking of you. I'm glad you're okay and you're managing, and while I don't have the same diagnoses as you, I can honestly kinda relate to your feelings as you've written here. Please continue to take care of yourself. ;v;
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hardmachine
1 year ago
I was at the library earlier today but Kotte told me! I left a guestbook message during then but I noticed this was a psychotic episode :( You deserve happiness, I'm glad you're better!
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cloveratelier
1 year ago
im glad to hear you're doing better flonne! wishing you all the best in your self-care and recovery โฅ
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vivarism
1 year ago
thank you liz, pom, capy, and kiley!! @gatari, it sounds like you wish you'd had a little more confidence, or known what to say sooner, huh? belated or not, i'll happily accept your kindness. i'm hoping both of us can find relief from what troubles us
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hey flonne, I know you don't really like me all that much, but I heard that you were having a huge breakdown. I know you don't like me, but that's fine. I care. I hope you are okay. Things always get better, they always will. You are not a demon, you are a great woman who shares her thoughts. I hope you feel better soon.
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chipsfunfun
1 year ago
I've learned that even if we have different ideas, we can still be good people. I think you are a good person, Flonne. Even if I disagree with you on certain things.
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chipsfunfun
1 year ago
You are human, and you have goodness. The only person who can help you is yourself, and you deserve help.
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chipsfunfun
1 year ago
A lot of people are worried about you, Flonne. I hope you feel much better soon.
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vivarism
1 year ago
chip... thank you for your concern and your kindness, and as always i wish for you to grow up healthy and strong, but as i've said before i do not want to have a personal relationship with you. i don't dislike you-- i'm indifferent and uninterested. i've deleted your comments on my other post. please don't contact me ever again.
Passing by, words has surely power. But emotions too and that bring us to state of mind we can not control sometimes. Writing is a way to express, fast, heavy, negative or good things. My neutrality would say to "watch the words, watch the thoughts." Some people are just so intense, and it's okay to witness the differences. I do care about you vivarism, we consider you as a person entierly, you're neither good or bad
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vivarism
1 year ago
regarde pas. c'est toxique et tu vas mourir. l'intensite est inexplicable, abnormal, malicieux. la spectacle ne peut que faire du mal pcq je suis malfaisant. il n'ya pas de humain ici, juste les ruses d'un demon. toi et moi les deux vont mourir
pumpkin-ninja
1 year ago
Et pourtant, tu mรฉrites toutes les plus belles choses du monde. J'ignore si tu t'en rends compte mais tu as rรฉussi ร exprimer et ร offrir beaucoup de bien autour de toi. Cette capacitรฉ ร รฉcrire et ร positiver tout en รฉtant complรจtement bienveillant, รงa a aidรฉ, je pense beaucoup plus de personnes autour de toi que tu ne le penses !
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pumpkin-ninja
1 year ago
Rรฉussir ร pousser les gens vers un cheminement de bonheur, c'est incroyable. J'ai toujours admirรฉ รงa chez toi
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vivarism
1 year ago
Et toi aussi, dans tes รฉcrits tu as adoptรฉ le bonheur et malheur les deux. Ton engagement de la vรฉritรฉ, tรฉnรฉbreuse et lรฉgรจre, m'a toujours impressionnรฉ. C'est sincรจre de mรชme que poรฉtique. En ce monde, on ne peut รชtre que soi-mรชme, รชtre humain unique avec toutes les troubles et douleurs que vient avec la vie elle-mรชme. Personne ne les รฉvite.
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vivarism
1 year ago
Et pourtant, il y a tant que bonheur, tellement de joi, rire, conforts. Souvent plus de รงa que malheur, tant qu'on veut bien chercher. Toujours, il y a un futur plus brillant qui nous attends. Donc, je vais me souvenir de tes conseils : observe les mots, observe les pensรฉes. Je les observerai et chercherai ร la lumiรจre dans les tรฉnรจbres. Merci pour ta compassion. Je n'oublierai jamais.
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my guestbook can be kind of finnicky;; thank you for going out of your way to respond to me here! i truly meant every word of my first message, and your response made me emotional as well. i'm especially happy to hear you remembered me too <3 +100% gratitude and love!!! i'll be coming by your place again later on, and you're always always welcome here at vivarism too~