can everyone please close their eyes for a second. ftp on neocities sucks so this update is going to look super weird until i prune it. just pretend you dont see it ok? thank you

Happy to see you back online!

NO LIZ DON'T LOOK YET... come greet me in another 15 minutes!!!!! but i'm happy to see you too, thank you for the warm welcome!

Haven't opened your site yet, I promise! Just saw the update on your profile. Take your time 🥰

i spoiled myself and went on vivarism.net. it looks so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and happy birthday!!! :D

oh Lune, what a clever solution!! everybody please follow in her footsteps and visit https://vivarism.net/ because i somehow broke all of my files LOL. thank you lune for your bday wishes and liz for your patience... real mvps on the nc feed right now

I really really like the design :)

waaa flonne v2.5 is looking so gorgeous ;__; i've had a little nosey around and i love what you've done with the place! your "help" section in particular is so lovely, i'll for sure be referring to it in the future! happy birthday & 600 days w/ sans, here's to many more!!

thank you so much kiley!! i was a feeling a little insecure about that section, so i'm happy to hear that you found some meaning there;; i'll add more when i can! and to everyone else: some stuff is still broken but Vivarism 2.5 is now online!! thank you for visiting, i hope you enjoy your stay.

Wahhhh new site version is looking beautiful!!! Glad to hear you had a nice birthday as well!

Your new journal page is adorable!

And happy birthday as well!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY i hope your 24th will be filled with growth, love, health and happiness!!!!!!! also i love the journals you posted

happy birthday oh my goodness!! your new css looks so pretty! I hope your life is filled with lots of love and joy! ^_^

happy birthday!!!! i'm so glad you're feeling a little better. also, i was so shocked to see anyone remembers the "hello world" theme. i've been meaning to rework it for years. you made it very cute! hope all goes well for you flonne.

Hey, nice to see you back in action!! Also, happy birthday (same age let's gooooo)!! The new pages are looking great. You know...I wonder if I could take a page out of your book and make a yume page myself? Since cringe is dead. XD Really though, glad you're feeling better. Let's keep working towards remembering the happy things :> (sorry long comment)

Happy birthday! 🍀

Thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes ;;w;; I feel so special!!! @Jay You were my favourite theme maker back in the day, I could never forget! @Gatari, you can write as much as you want here! And yes, let out your yoom!! Go crazy go stupid!

Ahhh late but happy birthday Flonne!! I can't think of a better birthday present to yourself than these gorgeous page makeovers!! Enjoy!! ;w;

Thank you so so so much Sarah ♥

short (and flippant) version: not dead, not going to die. if you've been worried for me, please read the longer, more sincere version haha....

been seeing the stuff you posted and figured it was psychosis, i understand the mechanisms you've described. it's good to see you be more aware. this seems like a lot of progress, more distance to the delusions and a very constructive approach, so you have my support and hope soon it goes away completely

that's so sweet of you kotte, thank you ♥ >__+< "distance" is exactly the right word. all the best to you too, and please send capy my love. i know she was watching out for me

i've already told her you seem to be improving and she's happy about it, but sure thing :)

I'm so happy that you're doing better 🫂

4ever rooting for you Flonne 💞

hey, I've been keeping a bit of an eye on your site, and even though I was admittedly too cowardly to say anything, I was worried and thinking of you. I'm glad you're okay and you're managing, and while I don't have the same diagnoses as you, I can honestly kinda relate to your feelings as you've written here. Please continue to take care of yourself. ;v;

I was at the library earlier today but Kotte told me! I left a guestbook message during then but I noticed this was a psychotic episode :( You deserve happiness, I'm glad you're better!

im glad to hear you're doing better flonne! wishing you all the best in your self-care and recovery ♥

thank you liz, pom, capy, and kiley!! @gatari, it sounds like you wish you'd had a little more confidence, or known what to say sooner, huh? belated or not, i'll happily accept your kindness. i'm hoping both of us can find relief from what troubles us

virtual hug from a stranger

hope this post ruins my life

hey there, i sent you an email, take care and rest well the best you can

i'm sorry to have tricked you too, lune, you dont desrve it at all. i have more to say but don't read any of it or else it will infect you and you'll die. be careful.

you haven’t tricked me, you are a person, one who I’ve connected with so naturally I care for you! Every interaction I’ve had with you has done nothing but bring me joy. I wouldn’t care for you the way I do if you truly brought me suffering. Consider what I sent you, please get the help you need. I’ll be here for you as always

If you feel sorry for potentially hurting me and care enough about me to caution me, clearly you have goodness in you. You always have. Take care the best you can Flonne

You have rights to ask for help, for love, for things you need. You have rights to feel sad, to cry a lot, to feel stuck in your life. But don't forget that, seasons will past and evolve. Humans are influenced by seasons, the beautiful days will come back. The rain too. Trust the life.

We do care about you

no clickbait......just rambling

Congratulations on writing again!

aw, thank you very much 💓💓💓!!! to everyone else: let the jhemerlyn project's comment be my clickbait title for today. i was so busy adding the 2DLove Webring script to my page that i forgot to write one LOL

Your Genshin page is soooo cute and what a great way to chronicle your time playing it! I also loved your fic, I'm glad you could find your passion for writing again! It was nice to get a glimpse of your little life together, love that Sans gave into the cuddles heheh~

thank you arachne 🥺🥺🥺 ahh i'm blushing because i'm so happy that you read it!!! there's even more yume stuff on page 2 of my genshin diary, crtl + f "yoom" if you want to see!!

Thoma looks sooo cute!! Is his personality fairly cheerful? A makura-gaeshi is such a unique choice for your yokai OC, he'll never know peace once he's met her, but it seems he won't be bothered! Her backstory is so sad and their relationship together is very touching, and I'm so happy she gets a second chance to live together with Thoma. Her haircut is so cute!!

Will she learn how to style it differently or will she keep it as it is, you think? Taiyo is such a perfect name for her ♥ Oh, and I really resonated with your sentiment about overly sexy designs in female characters... I'm not saying they can never be well-done, but they usually aren't.

not sure if you'll see this reply but your comments and questions gave me so many ideas!!! thank you again for taking a look at what i had to say;;//// next time i mail you, i'll respond to this part too!

Sooooo I got hooked on Genshin and put everything else in my life on pause. Does anybody else play on the EU server?? Come enable my bad behaviour please

Do you like using Thoma for a burgeon team? I leveled him up to 90 and c6'd way back when he was first released to spite the haters and use him in a Hu Tao/Xingiu/Sucrose comp, but it'd be fun to make him more hardcore. I'd even learn how Dendro works! I play on the US server, but I'd enable your bad behavior otherwise!!

>Why is it that I can conceptualise and adhere to longterm goals in my silly Chinese video game, but not in my real life?

wow, you're like, literally me! (｡T ω T｡)

oh my goodness your yume info on your genshin diaries was so cute i couldn't stop smiling!! i don't play anymore but seeing your excitement and enjoyment reflected in this pages is so heartwarming, best of luck with your pulls!!!

I don't go here but your Genshin log is so very cute lol!

@jay OMG beastmode Thoma vape;; I feel so envious! Thoma/Nahida burgeon is my dream team ahh, wish me luck on her banner next week ⭐ And I wish we could play together too... alas, perhaps in another life. At least our OCs might get along hehehe. Idk if you're still doing anything with Hasumi, but she's so cute and has such a creative backstory!!

@cabbage idk if I should be sad or happy that you relate! At least we can both enjoy games. Are you still playing Life Makeover? If so please show everyone your coords, I'm dying to see

@kiley thank you thank you 🥺 I was kinda embarrassed about that part, so I feel relieved knowing it gave you some smiles! I hope I can draw/write about Taiyo some more later on. I'm still waiting patiently for your yume works too >:3 I wish you luck as well, this time w/Enstars pulls! Lord knows we both need luck in these games hahaha

@lapin thank you for taking a peek even though the content won't grab you! as usual my design is carried by stolen art 💪💪💪 one day i'll draw my own assets i swear