also, re: mental health post from last night. if anyone read that post as me saying i think all mentally ill people should be miserable or ashamed or something, you misread it. i'm proud of who i am, but i am also not going to glorify or pretend being mentally ill is "cool" or whatever. it's not. it isn't cool to have 10 different voices in your head at all times, and it isn't fun to have delusions.
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its my birthday today! wouldn't it be cool if i could get to 200 on my birthday?
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added a playlist to my site! it's persistent across pages as well!
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moonview
3 years ago
it does mess things up a bit with URLs but hopefully it won't be too much of an issue. :")
melonking
3 years ago
If you're use'n n iframe this will fix those urls! https://forum.melonland.net/index.php?topic=115.0
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i think the worst part of the recent ttt invasion is people who think mind-bendingly severe trauma that fractures you as a person is like, a gender or a cool label or something. it's not. this shit isn't fun to live with, i can't believe people want to be like this.
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vixie
3 years ago
COMPLETELY agree with this. I'm sick of the stuff I went through being turned into something cool that suddenly every 15 yo in existence has... :/ not doubting anybody in particular ofc but it's just annoying how it's trendy and "cool" to say that you went through x traumatic event (usually some form of sexual abuse).
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boothworldold
3 years ago
On one hand I'm sure its a teen thing and how people want to seem cool or "different" but sometimes it gets borderline offensive, esp when they start speaking over people with real mental illnesses. I wish I could visit some ppls abts and them not treating their labels like their personality or why I should like them :,]
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ophanim
3 years ago
traumacore will always be a shitstain on my mental health struggle!!!! god damn!!!!
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ribbonpuffie
3 years ago
i'm sorry it's also just the way they keep making jokes about, like it is not your place to joke about what other people go through ðŸ˜
ribbonpuffie
3 years ago
but talking more about how common severe mental struggles are among the younger generations, there's a theory about how due to the condition of today's world, as each generation passes and the world gets worse the mental health of those living through obviously get worse too. that the reason depression and anxiety are so widespread today is because of the cultural and social status of the world we live in
nooo neocities preview making my new layout look like garbage oh my god
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moonview
3 years ago
also what should the box next to the site updates be? any suggestions on what to put there?
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but that doesn't mean i'm not proud to be who i am? i can't change these parts of me, so i accept them. mentally ill people are allowed to feel however they want about their mental illnesses.