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while i attempt to get my writing motivation back i want to make cool little projects and pages. i've been focused a lot on graphics and learning pixel art lately
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over the past few days i have been making some basic graphics like stamps and buttons so i'm hoping to put them somewhere where others can download. they're all love live though. love livers where are you
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Ok. i lived. blog post should be out by like tomorrow
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mikufan3939
1 month ago
my mental health recently has been absolute hell but i'm working on ways to recover and i feel like committing back to this site is best for me at the moment. hiatus will be over Soon
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writing a new vocal synth blogpost like a mad man
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alright, getting things back on track for the new year. once i have adhd meds i'm sure i'll be able to manage this easier with my schoolwork. chatbox will still be disabled for the time being and i still plan on moving to a new webhost when possible, not sure where just yet though
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happy new year :) i'm hoping to keep up this site again but it really depends on how hard the second semester is going to wipe me out. let's see what happens
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hoping to resume the activity of this site by 2025 as things are looking better at home, i miss running this site but my mental energy is horrifically low
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what i'm going to say here is be as disruptive as possible if you can. be loud and be annoying. know it will not just affect you but also your friends, the family you love, so many minorities in the US and so many people outside of it. the US is an imperialist superpower and it sure as hell will shake up the rest of the world, Especially those the US isn't allied with
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mikufan3939
4 months ago
there is hope and there will always be hope. do not give up. if possible please for the love of god get involved in your local communities. be as vocal about your displeasure as possible, even if you live outside of the US. check if your ballot was even counted (https://www.vote.org/ballot-tracker-tools/). this kind of environment thrives on fear and doom, please don't fall into there
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mikufan3939
4 months ago
we need to fight to live more then ever, so please stand your ground, community is a huge key as well. if possible i'll send resources for safe abortion and hrt if possible. look after your community allies and be as kind or even cordial as possible with them, hate is another way they want you to give up. DO NOT LET THEM PUT YOU DOWN, FIGHT FOR A BETTER TOMORROW
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mikufan3939
4 months ago
if you're stuck being unable to do any of these things because of your family/social circumstances (especially as a kid/teen) i'll say again: please do not lose hope. we will be okay no matter how hard it'll take to fight, and please find ways to survive in your own household like staying with friends or finding someone safe you Know you can talk to. please don't give up, and don't hurt yourself
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caitsith
4 months ago
Beautifully said <3 thanks for linking the ballot tracker, i did not know that was a thing!
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do not kill yourself. i mean it
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mikufan3939
4 months ago
i've cried already and i frankly don't know what to do but i want to survive. i don't want to die like this
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extremely sorry for talking so much i just have so many ideas and i want them down and fresh in my head as soon as possible
creativity comes in expression - and sometimes that expression starts by talking. don’t feel bad about it!