this is the playlist if u wanna see what gets me in the zone ๐ผ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4VZAXDGKOzPWFqzOhJZLCi?si=BdfTbBUhRGa3Sv-TFzhh5A
no like im actually crying, two people saw harpsichord music and Dave Blunts and went "i need this in my library" ๐ญ๐ญ
im trying not to do digital art as much cuz even tho i dont use a lot of the tools that are available, since i prefer to 90 to 100% freehand all of my digital drawings/paintings, i feel like its stunting my growth and making me grow some bad habits + i still dont understand color and values as well as i thought i did. also discovered i like working on really big canvases too. these small canvases dont do it for me ๐ค
gonna attempt to draw on paper this is literally the scariest moment of my life ๐
@axayacatl perhaps u are right, i had done another spell about a 2 months ago where my granite plate broke bc i underestimated the heat from the fire i was burning โ the spell worked better than expected then too. i never thought about the cards that way as indicating success, but looking at which cards got wet, i think u may be right ๐
@bonecharms thats awesome and i totally see it. my cards are so beaten up and stained from traveling with them and using them so often i see it as a testament of how far ive come and the more worn they are the more prevalent of a theme they are in my life
i feel like zombie in the morning and love staying up all night but its not rly convenient to like live in this society. unless ur like a grave digger or something. but im not a grave digger as far as i know
u might just be in a hermit phase of introspection and are approaching wisdom that can only be found at night
@axayacatl u might be onto something, all my best ideas and work comes out once nightfall approaches, its a worthy sacrifice
@bonecharms me too i just got out of a fucked sleeping schedule and it felt like my mind was rearranging the furniture the entire time. i think you should just go with the flow with it and it will slowly fix itself
@axayacatl lol thats a good analogy for it tho, it does feel like that. it usually fixes itself on its own but its so annoying when i like "relapse" bc i stayed up an hour too late or i slept in a little longer on the days i dont work out, i cant ever win !!