FOR REAL i hate when I like. suddenly become aware of having organs and shit. creeps me out even tho it's literally me.
@kingofteeth the hyper self awareness of every bodily function will be my downfall fr its so jarring
ever since i learned how to use EJS and 11ty i can't go back to the way i used to make webpages and shit like they both made life so easy and organized, it soothes my Virgo rising need for structure and order (unlike other aspects of my life lol)
maybe i can satisfy this urge by making a christmas theme hmm was gonna say halloween but i kinda fit that aesthetic year round
you know, i did this and it happens very often too, i think you can do whatever you want forever, its like if caterpillars had about 39 cocoons. you could be 39 butterflies if you wanted to do that
then again, your current style is appealing to me, but then again the site is for you, then again, my overhauls were sort of like i died and came back understanding something better, and you might not have that if you choose to do it, but thats just where ive been with it
i tried to keep the theme general instead of mostly christmas themed since like... i don't even celebrate christmas anymore unless i'm with people who do lol (my mom is muslim and my extended fam aren't holiday ppl either so its never been a big thing for me, but it's still fun and culturally significant as an american so yk) i wanted to make a custom background that i painted but i'm gonna save that for a later date
once i paint the bg im thinking of, bro this theme is gonna be so good like this took me like all day and its basically dinner time now so :3 i'll prob paint later to wind down from all the JS i had to code (aside from the animations i took cuz im not that good at js yet)
OH YEAH and i also painted the new header img. mostly the bells since the majority of it was just the tree stamp thing in clip studio paint, and a gradient. but yk. still happy w it.