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i'm so glad you're feeling a little better :D but like... on top of everything else, your wisdom teeth too?! dang you can't catch a break can you?

ooof same. like i said once: anything better looking than id Tech 3 is an extravagance. anymore AAA studios are trying to get people to pay them for nothing. in 4 years, it'll cost $500 to look at a screenshot that makes your computer overheat.

oh boy... its gonna be a rough day for your bowels ;-;

get well soon v~v

this is the part where you need to either insist that they take you to emergency or you call the ambulance yourself. this is NOT GOOD. please do whatever you can to stay healthy!

if money is the problem, there are ways to deal with hospitals so you pay as little as possible (and in a lot of cases, you can get your bill completely cleared with no payments). ambulances are not like that afaik, you have to pay for an ambulance.

i cannot stress this enough, CALL YOURSELF AN AMBULANCE, this doesnt sound good at all and needs to be seen.

These are my parents we are talking about here, the same people that would guilt trip me and my siblings into not going in every time we had a medical emergency that could not be covered up. I have to keep living with them until I can get an apartment with my (out of state) boyfriend which is still years out from happening. Calling an ambulance will cause them to hold that over my head until I die.

That being said, this might literally kill me if not treated. FML.

i hate to say it, but you have to think of yourself first. they already think you do that anyway, so the only one you're hurting by complying with them is yourself. I'll be the first one to donate to your "had to call an ambulance" gfm if you set one up. just please get help. please.

An uber or a cab might be cheaper if you have money on hand (idky i didnt think about that earlier)

Damn that's scary I hope you get well soon and patch up

I'm in the ER right now, I took my parents yelling at me a lot but I finally got them to take me in.

oh thank god! i was so worried 😭😭😭 I'm so glad you're getting help!

my mom is in the room and keeps trying to force what she thinks it is into the conversation while the doctor is here and keeps guilt tripping when she is not. I swear I'm going no contact when it is safe for me to do so.

i also hope that won't be a reoccurring thing. because that would be a pretty big medical concern...

That's a little terrifying, please get that checked and be safe!

If it happens again, yes. The American healthcare system makes me think twice whenever something likes this happens.

I hate living in this country so much

literally a dream come true.

it really is! I'm hoping it applies more consistently in the future but as is, it's very nice.

beta 5 of FreeMyXe also released the other day, it allows for more functionality.

you can view the console temps in Aurora and go back to Aurora instead of going to the regular dashboard.

plus there is more support for xex files, homebrew, and more