FUCK IT curse of AXA !! ⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥
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i tell my friends that like cool art about your website
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krystalspalace
11 months ago
that makes me so fkn happy ily axa i hope you have a wonderful day <3333
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i want to write about the router i made and chatgpt customizations ive been working on but also show my other tattoos but also want to write that decade of tarot thing but also want to go out today. what do you do when you live faster than you can type
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weird trauma response i have is claiming my spiritual experiences are fictional expressions after growing up in religion. it's not a fear of no one believing me as much as it is a fear of being banished by the world
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expressionless
11 months ago
do you have any advice for people who are growing up in those types of environments?
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axayacatl
11 months ago
@expressionless get in touch with your subconcious mind at all cost and experience raw reality. there will be many distractions along the way but keep persisting. *this* is the life you've been waiting for
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axayacatl
11 months ago
@expressionless also, meditate on the nature of occult vs cult vs culture. some information including your own experiences want to stay hidden because it's the nature of them. people cannot understand what they don't know, so abandon the desire to hold onto resentment. even at their worst everyone is trying their best. we're all just souls trying to survive
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expressionless
11 months ago
sorry for the late repllyy, I've been ruminating on what you've said for the past day and I think I've just gotten what you mean. I realised from what you said that forming compassion is so hard, but necessary in moving past the situation you face
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i lost the usb for my scanner and cant afford a new one rn :((
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websites are a lot like ARGs but the realities aren't scripted
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madesuki
11 months ago
Explaining the concept of real life: "It's like an ARG except it isn't alternate or a game."
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krystalspalace
11 months ago
your diary entries never cease to gut me and give me a profound feeling of emotion, I cant quite decipher what emotion but it's definitely there
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expressionless
11 months ago
"Everyday I still struggle with what is instead of what could have been" killed me. I think the two go hand in hand: "what is" hurts so much because it isn't "what could have been" :(
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i wrote this on a black tab of acid with white little stars and when you turned off the lights they lit up bright red
i like the necklace c:
your writing is so grotesque in beauty, but I'm ngl I sometimes struggle to understand it because of how personal it is to you :`)