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time is running out to leave me a message under my christmas tree https://decomytree.com/home?hashedId=X-RCcz9KaTaH !
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what are your guys resolutions for the new year? mine is cultivating stillness in myself
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krystalspalace
1 week ago
attempting to improve my dental health and also give myself more time to create things
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aforest
1 week ago
mine is quite simple, I guess. It's to become a better version of myself than I am now
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krystalspalace
1 week ago
love love love the EAH edit/collage, I was always a MH girly for the most part butttt my bf is big into EAH and I've been gradually watching more of it with him lol <33333
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love won't save you (positive)
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aforest
1 week ago
it's so strange the human mind knows this but the soul still craves love like nothing else
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krystalspalace
1 week ago
asking Ai to read your diary and then asking it questions about yourself is so unbelievably real, the idea of anything (even AI) taking the time to interpret all of my writings and then talk about ME??? WITH ME??? ugh that is astounding, Now if only i could get someone to stalk my online presence feverishly and then psychoanalyze me but like in a flirty way lol, anyways hope you're well <3333
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krystalspalace
1 week ago
@axayacatl how am I just realizing now that that is what I was describing??? Lmao love that XD
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i still need more time but i miss you guys
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i'm gonna take a break to get more grounded, today's entry will be my last one for a few days but im ok!
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bigmanjames
1 week ago
Good luck boss, the internet at the end of the day isn't real, and it's very good to take breaks every now and then.
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i recieved an email so sweet i cried then printed it so i could hang it on my wall
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I know very well what you mean about destroying oneself to build something new. I think people often romanticise self-improvement as reading books and going to the gym, but its so much more about a war within; and as wars are, there will be destruction.
i agree and i also thing at some point you have to realize you are both sides of the war. sun tzu implied there is nothing to win in war, just a reduction of what we can lose. i think we fear our darkness to much and deprive what it has to offer
fully agreed. I actually wrote a little about accepting all parts of yourself instead of viewing certain aspects as some implicit enemy; as you said, each part of yourself has its place and its own beauty