axayacatl(dot)neocities(dot)org is the only website where you can recieve both a GBWY and hail satan on christmas. happy holidays and thank u <3 all ur messages made me smile and will be up soon
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new art + started reading gruppo di nun
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time is running out to leave me a message under my christmas tree https://decomytree.com/home?hashedId=X-RCcz9KaTaH !
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aforest
8 months ago
I know very well what you mean about destroying oneself to build something new. I think people often romanticise self-improvement as reading books and going to the gym, but its so much more about a war within; and as wars are, there will be destruction.
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axayacatl
8 months ago
i agree and i also thing at some point you have to realize you are both sides of the war. sun tzu implied there is nothing to win in war, just a reduction of what we can lose. i think we fear our darkness to much and deprive what it has to offer
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aforest
8 months ago
fully agreed. I actually wrote a little about accepting all parts of yourself instead of viewing certain aspects as some implicit enemy; as you said, each part of yourself has its place and its own beauty
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what are your guys resolutions for the new year? mine is cultivating stillness in myself
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krystalspalace
8 months ago
attempting to improve my dental health and also give myself more time to create things
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aforest
8 months ago
mine is quite simple, I guess. It's to become a better version of myself than I am now
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krystalspalace
8 months ago
love love love the EAH edit/collage, I was always a MH girly for the most part butttt my bf is big into EAH and I've been gradually watching more of it with him lol <33333
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love won't save you (positive)
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aforest
8 months ago
it's so strange the human mind knows this but the soul still craves love like nothing else
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krystalspalace
8 months ago
asking Ai to read your diary and then asking it questions about yourself is so unbelievably real, the idea of anything (even AI) taking the time to interpret all of my writings and then talk about ME??? WITH ME??? ugh that is astounding, Now if only i could get someone to stalk my online presence feverishly and then psychoanalyze me but like in a flirty way lol, anyways hope you're well <3333
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aforest
8 months ago
@krystalpalace I don't think I've ever read anything realer than this in my life
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krystalspalace
8 months ago
@axayacatl how am I just realizing now that that is what I was describing??? Lmao love that XD
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