axayacatl

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america is such a surreal place to live in
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fabled's avatar fabled 10 months ago

Glad I left...

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i want to clear up bc some people have offered me financial assistance im in makeshift housing and moving around a lot im not out on the street, if u sent me money under the assumption im the ladder it should be sent back to you ♡ thank you
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expressionless's avatar expressionless 11 months ago

We'll welcome you with open arms when you're in a safer space <3 Thank you for all the amazing entries and music, I loved the catharsis of your writing :>

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softdays's avatar softdays 11 months ago

please be safe!!!!

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letslearntogether's avatar letslearntogether 11 months ago

I feel that one...Don't normally talk about it, but I'm also homeless and unemployed, coming up on almost two years now. Writing is helpful, especially if it allows you to sort out your thoughts and feelings so that you can make decisions that you won't regret later. But whatever you choose to do, please stay safe out there. Life is precious. 💜

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krystalspalace's avatar krystalspalace 11 months ago

I hope better things come your way. I'll always be here <333

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tysm for 100 followers
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damn it really all makes no sense does it. shadow was right i am all of me
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axayacatl's avatar axayacatl 11 months ago

no but i am going crazy

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expressionless's avatar expressionless 11 months ago

its so confusing

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humantooth's avatar humantooth 11 months ago

omg SICK now thats how you do a blog on neocities. people always ask about blogging on the subreddit would you mind if i share your page as inspo? (i totally get it if not)

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axayacatl's avatar axayacatl 11 months ago

@humantooth yis but if u have to choose any entry can u pick the one before this x_o the new one is a little heavy of a first impression

axayacatl's avatar axayacatl 11 months ago

sometimes i get a lil insecure about stealing my diary format bc it took a while to figure out but i like to think the content within it is the only thing truly mine. idk why i brought that up it just came to mind

expressionless's avatar expressionless 11 months ago

I had a similar experience when I waas younger, with an older girl threatning suicide. I relate to this entry so much, especially 'when looking back, i don't think the issue was more so if i had a nurturing home growing up i wouldn't have felt the need to seek a savior online'

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expressionless's avatar expressionless 11 months ago

Thank you for making me feel heard, axy

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"What on earth do you mean anything could happen at any time?" is a great line
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diaryofalady's avatar diaryofalady 11 months ago

Thanks, I was experiencing the horrors today. Life is absurd.

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just learned to keep your room clean you have to clean it everyday....unbelievable
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whenever a mutual unfollows me im like damn baby whatever happened to us......
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