I'll say it again: You're NOT crazy. You've simply lived in crazy circumstances...Sometimes we have to leave it all behind to finally be free. I am genuinely happy that you are somewhere safe now, and that you had the presence of awareness to smash stuff rather than beat one or both of them to death. May any wounds, both visible and invisible, be healed ๐๐๏ธ
im so sorry you had to go through all of that but so incredibly proud of you for coming out the other side alive. Sending all the positive vibes and love I can muster your way <3
Indeed, we cannot allow just anything in. For example, to see hatred and violence as "justified" is to open up oneself to being treated with the same. It is not that such things are "impure" (a value judgement), but that they are, ultimately, self-destructive (a consequence).
Lately I've been going onto the texts section of internet archive and just clicking around until I find something that seems cool!! Theres an endless amount of things to read on there so I've always had fun browsing it :D!!
@suitservice i've been doing the same thing i find a lot of interesting vintage occult essays and articles and even whole author collections it's really interesting