it is indeed fucked how up how much of human growth depends on childhood experiences. its my biggest anxiety as a mom, and i hope that one day your parents (or whomever) take responsibility and are accountable for how they affect/affected you
@arlita I can only hope but I don't think my biological parents would care (since they are the root problem). maybe i am wrong, but i have a feeling they wouldn't understand the impact their carelessness has had on me and how i interact not only with the world + the people around me, but with myself as well.
I don't want to give you any cliches or platitudes, as I don't find them helpful when soeone gives them to me. Just know you're heard and I feel for you and damn everyone who treats a child in any other than than affectionately and supportively.
@misswannabe nope, it's not a wolf at all surprisingly! i do have a secret mascot haha and it's not a wolf or a cat
At least you've got IRL friends. Cherish that shit!