i might bring ghost castle back. dont know if anyone remembers/cares. i don't know how much of my old writing would be on the new site. but too much has built up and i need to get it out somehow. the world is fucked. my brain is fucked. my body is fucked. its only a matter of time until my relationship with my girlfriend is fucked. i cant survive in this world and i dont know how that will end but i could write still