Explaining the concept of real life: "It's like an ARG except it isn't alternate or a game."
your diary entries never cease to gut me and give me a profound feeling of emotion, I cant quite decipher what emotion but it's definitely there
"Everyday I still struggle with what is instead of what could have been" killed me. I think the two go hand in hand: "what is" hurts so much because it isn't "what could have been" :(
do you have any advice for people who are growing up in those types of environments?
@expressionless get in touch with your subconcious mind at all cost and experience raw reality. there will be many distractions along the way but keep persisting. *this* is the life you've been waiting for
@expressionless also, meditate on the nature of occult vs cult vs culture. some information including your own experiences want to stay hidden because it's the nature of them. people cannot understand what they don't know, so abandon the desire to hold onto resentment. even at their worst everyone is trying their best. we're all just souls trying to survive
sorry for the late repllyy, I've been ruminating on what you've said for the past day and I think I've just gotten what you mean. I realised from what you said that forming compassion is so hard, but necessary in moving past the situation you face