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does the vampire knight fandom exist
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weird trauma response i have is claiming my spiritual experiences are fictional expressions after growing up in religion. it's not a fear of no one believing me as much as it is a fear of being banished by the world
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expressionless 2 months ago

do you have any advice for people who are growing up in those types of environments?

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axayacatl 2 months ago

@expressionless get in touch with your subconcious mind at all cost and experience raw reality. there will be many distractions along the way but keep persisting. *this* is the life you've been waiting for

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axayacatl 2 months ago

@expressionless also, meditate on the nature of occult vs cult vs culture. some information including your own experiences want to stay hidden because it's the nature of them. people cannot understand what they don't know, so abandon the desire to hold onto resentment. even at their worst everyone is trying their best. we're all just souls trying to survive

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expressionless 2 months ago

sorry for the late repllyy, I've been ruminating on what you've said for the past day and I think I've just gotten what you mean. I realised from what you said that forming compassion is so hard, but necessary in moving past the situation you face

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i lost the usb for my scanner and cant afford a new one rn :((
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axayacatl 2 months ago

and i pulled the tower today, exciting things ahead

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websites are a lot like ARGs but the realities aren't scripted
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madesuki 2 months ago

Explaining the concept of real life: "It's like an ARG except it isn't alternate or a game."

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axayacatl 2 months ago

@madesuki i cant stop thinking about this this is so funny

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krystalspalace 2 months ago

your diary entries never cease to gut me and give me a profound feeling of emotion, I cant quite decipher what emotion but it's definitely there

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axayacatl 2 months ago

@krystalspalace it's love

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expressionless 2 months ago

"Everyday I still struggle with what is instead of what could have been" killed me. I think the two go hand in hand: "what is" hurts so much because it isn't "what could have been" :(

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an angel put a curse on me in my dream. hope your day is going better than mine
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i am more than 2 weeks weed free!!
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bigmanjames 2 months ago

Great news to hear, keep up the good work man.

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i really enjoy your blog post about vision boards! ห–ึด เฃชโš really cool to see more people openly blogging about the subconcious mind
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psychiatric industry has convinced people they have the right to diagnose strangers online, for some reason
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