i realized something kind of scary about my website i was confused why the diary links arent working and looking through it i realized the diary layout is so hideous to me. it's so unsuccessful in the interactive experience i'm trying to create as a form of theatre and gaming
viron academy rules still <3 miss the discord
true confession im one of those people who's dealt with parents who are artist who don't really get their art. it's something i never hear anyone talk about
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suzypavlis
4 weeks ago
My mom is an artist, and so are me and my sibling. We never really had a tough time related to her not getting her art, because she accepts that we were much more influenced by SFF, anime, etc. and I think she accepts that we may not truly understand her work either. (I was browsing Neocities updates, randomly found this comment, had to reply!)
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https://youtu.be/olpEefb18GQ the sodas have lead me in this direction. these are some research notes
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i'm blogging too much on here i kno. i miss alastor even though he's right there
axayacatl
4 weeks ago
he's so standoffish idk he's busy lovecraft shit it's amazing to me but pay attention to me
views and money. where is the pleasure in the "key to success"
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the guestbook is getting really interesting i'd like to archive it one day
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i want to be seen as more than pixel hearts on a screen and be seen fully as someone who exists only in this present moment not what i've been through. i know i'm fully self aware my diary is out there. i like it.
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i used to take class at the school of poetic computation and learned good and bad things from that, and i'd like to throw away what i know about cybernetic performance from that class and just start over completely with that system even though that's almost three years of writing soon
it's gonna be fine. it's not gonna take that long, i already didn't like the archive because it's so corporate and i remember being frustrated with them not seeing my form of intelligence and it's showing in the UI and the entire of the website but that's more extensive
i made this logo by myself a long time ago and i'm always going to use it for certain things but there's so many axayacatl logos no one sees that i'd like to use through out this website