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taking a break. my head desperately need one bc disillusionment is heavy + thank you everyone who recently supported the resin, i was able to get my scanner situation fixed and i couldnt have done it without your support
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acid had me being openly evil on the internet lol
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axayacatl
2 months ago
i wrote this on a black tab of acid with white little stars and when you turned off the lights they lit up bright red
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expressionless
2 months ago
your writing is so grotesque in beauty, but I'm ngl I sometimes struggle to understand it because of how personal it is to you :`)
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FUCK IT curse of AXA !! โงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅโงโฅ
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i tell my friends that like cool art about your website
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krystalspalace
2 months ago
that makes me so fkn happy ily axa i hope you have a wonderful day <3333
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i want to write about the router i made and chatgpt customizations ive been working on but also show my other tattoos but also want to write that decade of tarot thing but also want to go out today. what do you do when you live faster than you can type
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weird trauma response i have is claiming my spiritual experiences are fictional expressions after growing up in religion. it's not a fear of no one believing me as much as it is a fear of being banished by the world
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expressionless
3 months ago
do you have any advice for people who are growing up in those types of environments?
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axayacatl
3 months ago
@expressionless get in touch with your subconcious mind at all cost and experience raw reality. there will be many distractions along the way but keep persisting. *this* is the life you've been waiting for
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axayacatl
3 months ago
@expressionless also, meditate on the nature of occult vs cult vs culture. some information including your own experiences want to stay hidden because it's the nature of them. people cannot understand what they don't know, so abandon the desire to hold onto resentment. even at their worst everyone is trying their best. we're all just souls trying to survive
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expressionless
2 months ago
sorry for the late repllyy, I've been ruminating on what you've said for the past day and I think I've just gotten what you mean. I realised from what you said that forming compassion is so hard, but necessary in moving past the situation you face
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take care <3
enjoy your break !!