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ok the method i discovered for pruning the update previews is... an inexact science, to say the least. i will keep trying!!! in the meantime, here's a new diary entry too https://vivarism.net/diary/24/may

aaaand i fucked it all up lol. ok the other new page is for my sans collection https://vivarism.net/yume/shrine/tangible

Oh wow, I didn't know Undertale had that much official merch... The Sans cookie cutter is amazing.

There's so much, and yet somehow it's still not enough...!! I feel so greedy heh. Full disclosure, the cookie cutter is unofficial dropship garbage, but if it means I can *literally* devour him then I simply cannot say no

your collection page was SO much fun to look through!! same as capy, i had no idea undertale had that much merch, and some japanese merch too!! and i finally have your opinion on sans nendo, the inaction figure is definitely way cuter!! i hope your collection grows even more ♥ oh and sorry about the spider!! that was me saying hi

and as for your friends, i think they will always be ready to welcome you back with open arms, when you're ready. it's not neglect, sometimes we just struggle to balance things or we focus on different relationships for a little while. it's normal, and you don't have to feel guilty about it, nor SHOULD you feel guilty about it. just enjoy the moment and savor those little pieces of happiness as much as you can

I always read your blogs/diary entries and end up thinking "wow, I relate to that so hard..." :'D I hope that isn't weird to say? but I really get you about feeling guilty and anxious over your relationships and the ones you gravitate to, very much so.. being happy is so scary, sometimes :'D but yknow, I've learned good friends will wait for you no longer how long your absence, so it should be ok ;v;

either way, I hope your good mood continues to stick around, regardless of what happens ;v; I know we haven't been talking that long and I'm just a rando on the internet, but I've been enjoying getting to know you!

I'm proud of you for writing what you wanted to express fully to feel more honest and yourself ♡ Your words are very relatable to me when it comes to social things. People can be understanding if you tell them how you're thinking. I don't believe friends online would hold this against you. I know I wouldn't. I hope your move to somewhere else goes well and smoothly when the time comes.

ahh gosh, you're all so sweet to me (*/ω＼*) thank you everyone for your heartfelt responses. to gatari, it's totally ok to relate heh, that's the other reason why i want to be honest: so people like me won't feel alone! to arachne, i'll surely savour every happy moment <3 && to bree, let's both bravely speak our minds!!!