I just had a epiphany. I am addicted to internet drama. Like actually, I feed off my own anger and presumed "weirdness" and it's getting unhealthy. I've tried to start "normalfagging" and sticking to "normie sites" and yet I always find a way back to the most infuriating parts of the internet. If you see yourself doing this, do NOT let it get to this point.
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just realized the tictacs ive been eating expired in 2022!! (edit: ill probably start microblogging on boards cause of the stupid 10 post limit... i mean, it makes sense why its there, i guess ( ・_ゝ・) i <3 microblogging too much though. also, i know the farmers follow me around on here, so they gotta cross the boarder if they wanna keep making fun of me LOLZ!) (edit 2: I CANT RESPOND TO ROBU!!! AUGH!!)
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I wish they sold pure melatonin in powder form... my sleep schedule is like actually BURNT and I feel like my mind is only operating at maybe 30% power at any given time
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graybox
1 year ago
like genuinely, if my posts stop making sense, then it's probably because I'm succumbing to sleep deprivation. (I was gonna insert one of my funny little onomatopoeia here but I forgot which one)
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fun fact; boards is THE BIGGEST textboard in all of the United States, and probably the rest of the world too. Even ranked against regular imageboards, we ranked higher in popularity than lolcow.farm and lainchan!
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graybox
1 year ago
also, respond to this thread and maybe LARP against yourself... gotta make boards look active to the newfags!!!!! https://boards.graybox.lol/thread/6140
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graybox
1 year ago
the CIA tallmona glowies are for sure monitoring my Internet activity right now... I just know it!
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good morning Neocities.... my sleep schedule is so ATROCIOUS that I've successfully migrated to the Japanese timezone like a muthafuckin' bird (ー_ー゛)
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hi guys I almost forgot about this site. vil came back from camp a couple days ago, so we hung out, but she got grounded right after so im not gonna see her again for ANOTHER two weeks (ack!). I've been busy working on a mix of stuff, most of my focus is on a little game I'm working on, similar to トモダチコレクション!
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graybox
1 year ago
btw me and Neocities user chaoticdreamz were playing tic tac toe and I totally won just saying don't listen to her
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1 year ago
on the topic of alia/chaoticdreamz, i was ranting to her about vil and she confirmed my d̶e̶l̶u̶s̶i̶o̶n̶s̶ truths about vil! I knew all along that she WAS indeed in love with me but she won't tell me because the CIA is using her as an informant! thank you, dr. alia, for helping me come to this realization!
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graybox not posting for two days? :o he normally posts every two seconds!
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turns out dingleboard is quite easy to modify into a micro-blogging backend
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graybox
1 year ago
mostly nodejs, though I implemented some patches to the software by calling C programs from the main codebase lulz
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the name pikipikinikki kinda sucks but piconikki might be a little niconicodouga-y. i need suggestions
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If any of you guys have struggled with so-called "internet addiction" and overcame it, please give your tips. I BEG!!
Im just gonna smash my 'puter, buy a i386 laptop and install Emacs+GCC, and never talk to any of you freaks again (jk I love y'all)
Uninstall apps and delete accounts. Remove it from the vicinity of your mindless doomscroll routine.
Normalfagging on social-media is the problem, uninstall apps and use the sites on browser if you can't delete outright for whatever reason. And on computer, install Arch or Gentoo Linux then run everything through terminals except browser, but make your non-terminal browser VERY schizo (and use uMatrix too).
Also, I think you might mean "epiphany." A euphemism is a word you substitute to say something more politely.
if u have an iphone, u can use assistive access as a sort of "focus mode", its useful for me too
for me, realizing that going back to those parts (for me was toxic parts of twitter) was a compulsion and i am fully capable of resisting those compulsions. i have ocd though, so it may not be the same for you. i have leechblock on firefox as well
@mooface this might be it. ocd runs in my family so i wouldn't be surprised if I had it too. I shall check out the leech block extension! thank you!!
@misterdizzy you're right, that's what I meant! AUGH!!! I swear I'm actually loosing braincells...
go to dbt therapy.
idk
i havent overcome it yet