was justing checking to see if you'd updated. a fun coincidence. elim garak has some good opinions on coincidences. i'm glad you made this website, too. and updated it ^^ i hope nana is doing well. and that you can see icaro sometime. you seem to miss them a lot. resting is good. resting is an important part of healing. healing is a full time job. worth the effort, to heal old wounds.
i once recieved a message in morse code. it told me the name of a hindu tradition. i forgot the name, but remembered the tradition. on the birthday of the deceseased, typically a year after their death, you celebrate their birthday doing things they like(d). and things they did all the time. things you loved about them. celebrate their life, even after death. energy is always energy, does it understand time?
that's extremely interesting! it is like keeping their memories alive within our minds (alone or collectively...) — we are aware of the concept of time, but within our mind it seems like an extensive body of fog and other textures... even though we understand, it's still a blob of energy (inside?).
肉体の存在理由は、そうやって自己の存在を確認するためにあるだけ。