i don't like to talk about this because i don't like referring to it, all the ways to refer to it feel off to me ('plural' isn't necessarily true of me, and 'i have a dissociative disorder' is so medical), but i am...fragmented. somewhat. and it doesn't impact my material conditions as much as the other stuff, but....i have been...fighting myself, lately. hard. i have to keep fighting
bear with me, please