i figured out why piled up garbage happens in my room. i recognize clusters as things as cleaning. my mind is always in observation mode, i can't just start cleaning i have to change position regularly clean. for myself and my mind it should take days to clean my room
the chord transition from the prechorus to the first verse in dhmis3 is the entire reason i became a noise musician and i felt so scared because i was doing classical composition study amongst coke users
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https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/psychology this isn't confessionary its confectionary. the drama is getting stale
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDwbHeR0UYc this is one of my favorite songs as a child alongside everything by IIRIS
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i am obsessed with camera. buy new camera
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others seem to hate nonmonogamous feminine women for no reason. i remember this influencer drama where the girl clearly found herself but her audience wanted her to fit into this "sweetheart" image and it was disturbing because they took sex away from her metaphysically
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i was interested in her audience not wanting to grow up with her and the fact she still says that as a tagline. this happens a lot now. offline too. people become overtly sexual in their creative performance and people that used to know them become afraid. that is scary, that woman is not. and she ended up apologizing and staying the same anyway. i thought it was cool but it wasn't it meant to be
https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/perfume i'm so curious about how things come to be
i built a private library for myself because i hate the vertical scrolling on pdf readers, mine is horizontal and it hosts my own files. it has mobile support as well! i love how it came to be https://axayacatl.neocities.org/images/sc9904.jpg
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izumi suzuki is a writer i've always wanted to get into, but just never can find myself in her books. she inspires me as a sci fi artist so much because of her modeling, not so much the stories even though i know they're genius. it is so frustrating. the dystopian posing is beautiful
the arpegiators on the harp plucks say "you are in trouble" over and over