aaaaaaaa I´ve finally figured out how to download my site using Cyberduck (thanks to sadgrl´s tutorials). Sadly my download entire site button vanished again for no reason, but luckily I can back it up now in a different way. I had been trying to figure out Cyberduck for a while.. but just now stumbled across this. ( https://learn.sadgrl.online/how-to-back-up-your-neocities-website-locally-windowssupporter/ )
oh ive been looking for something like this, thanks for sharing!