Hi everyone, again. Gonna ramble a little. When I started, I really liked neocities. If it's not still up then I dunno where to find it but how many of you remember that 100 follower special I did? I really loved neocities. Loved the fun it gave me, loved the friends I'd made. It's all surreal looking back. I still honestly have nothing against strata or hosma or joppie.
And I have nothing against the vast majority of people who don't like me. Because maybe it's justified, and even if it isn't, it's your opinion. All good. I think what gets me about it is that I can't explain my side, I can't try and justify myself. I've been put into this box where the only way out for me to you is apologising profusely. Which I'm not going to do. Because I don't think I have reason to.
Owlman can continue to lie about me, Cheren can continue to lie and manipulate. Because I'm gone. If you want out, get out. If you see this place for what it is, leave. Because there is no fixing it. There is no making people see your point of view. It's poisoned. Thanks to anyone who bothered to read. Thanks to anyone who while not taking mari's side, still considered the evidence.
And for anyone involved who realises what a shitshow this is at any point in the future, good luck, man. Get out of here. Escape is the best option. The site hosting isn't worth it. And most of you are kids. You have no idea how much you're gonna change in the coming years. But anyway, thankyou for listening, thankyou for the memories, we all get ours in the end. That includes you. Buh-bye~
But, alas, I am a part of Neocities. When it has faded back into the dream from which it sprang, I too will diminish, and go into the West, and remain Arkm. :)
And I have nothing against the vast majority of people who don't like me. Because maybe it's justified, and even if it isn't, it's your opinion. All good. I think what gets me about it is that I can't explain my side, I can't try and justify myself. I've been put into this box where the only way out for me to you is apologising profusely. Which I'm not going to do. Because I don't think I have reason to.
Owlman can continue to lie about me, Cheren can continue to lie and manipulate. Because I'm gone. If you want out, get out. If you see this place for what it is, leave. Because there is no fixing it. There is no making people see your point of view. It's poisoned. Thanks to anyone who bothered to read. Thanks to anyone who while not taking mari's side, still considered the evidence.
And for anyone involved who realises what a shitshow this is at any point in the future, good luck, man. Get out of here. Escape is the best option. The site hosting isn't worth it. And most of you are kids. You have no idea how much you're gonna change in the coming years. But anyway, thankyou for listening, thankyou for the memories, we all get ours in the end. That includes you. Buh-bye~
You will be missed if you do leave. Whomever you are.
I miss you, but I'm glad you're in a better place. :)
But, alas, I am a part of Neocities. When it has faded back into the dream from which it sprang, I too will diminish, and go into the West, and remain Arkm. :)