first my black dog died. now my white dog is sick. please. i dont want to put down another. i dont want to be without them for the first time since high school. please dont take them from me please who do i have to pray to please just fucking let me hold them again forever please i'll trade anything ill trade my own heart just please don't do this to me please god please i'm not gonna make it through this time please
:hug: :-( i'm so sorry you're grieving so hard. you're not alone, and it's ok to feel this way <3
Soooo sorry, I know this pain. <3