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Think I need to work on my substantial bias against Christians of all denominations, cause as soon as I find out someone is Christian I immediately react like that picture of homelander people use as a react image
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zazilicious's avatar zazilicious 1 month ago

Like, I don’t really like religion or the manner of thinking that leads to spirituality, but I don’t really have a strong negative reaction to any other religion

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zazilicious's avatar zazilicious 1 month ago

Like, I am ethnically Jewish, and describe myself as Jewish under cultural grounds, but I do not believe in anything Judaism actually teaches as a religion. Yet I do not have a negative reaction to Jews who are religious/spiritual, but Christians? Nah

zazilicious's avatar zazilicious 1 month ago

Like part of it is a sort of Leninist rejection of the category of religion in society, an a Russelian rejection of the religious view of reality, but Christianity in particular grosses me out

zazilicious's avatar zazilicious 1 month ago

Maybe it’s my trauma? Maybe the reality of evangelicalism presenting an existential threat to me and my family as queer and Jewish? Idk. I gotta write something about it.

zazilicious's avatar zazilicious 1 month ago

(Not a Leninist btw, just agree with a lot of his views of religion)

j0ner's avatar j0ner 1 month ago

I can relate to feeling the same kind of reaction because I have seen Christianity be used so many times to validate hatred of others or extreme actions. A person whom I used to go to high school with and considered friend, posted on Easter the year it feel on trans day of visibility that "we are in a spirtual war" and at that point I knew I had to cut ties. I wish I didn't so many other similar stories but I do...

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j0ner's avatar j0ner 1 month ago

The person I reference was never a poster of religion or politics so this was quite the whiplash

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unfortunateaccident's avatar unfortunateaccident 1 month ago

growing up as a catholic in an abusive household has inextricably tied up christianity with being ashamed and stuck. a lot of the core values of it led to multiple ruined generations of my f*mily, so yeah i also run into the same problem of being irrationally disgusted at strangers. feels too harsh

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zazilicious's avatar zazilicious 1 month ago

yeah same, despite being ethnically and culturally jewish through my mom, I also grew up catholic, and have a lot of trauma because of it (which I've written about so big tw if you read the stuff I wrote about it). My family converting to catholicism away from judaism also was like, generationally terrible decision, lol

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