Floating still in the ocean water, just to feel the waves. just to feel the sunlight just to feel the curious fish nibble at my fingers just to feel the deep, cold, dark below. just to feel the water lap against my face. just to feel the body sinking. just to feel the surface take me. just to feel the air trapped in my nose. just to feel the light fade above. just to feel the air die in my lungs. just to feel alive.