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luficer in the lounge
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i feel a lot of the time on social media i am the person to reach out first, once i get it in my head that a person is cool, i need to be their friend. I've never noticed someone reaching out to me first. I always go after people i want in my life, I really like having friends. I didn't have many growing up, but towards high school started to rack up a few, and in high school had a decent sized group of friends.
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i miss having more people. i only have one friend left and a couple online friends that seem to be distancing themselves, i feel because i am annoying. i think i push people away, i scare people away and when i can't take human interaction and have to be alone for a long time, nobody respects that. im worn out from trying so hard, i just want poeple in my life who share some of my obscure interests.
there's been very few times in my life that i felt interesting, or "cool" to someone, and that was some time ago.
i can relate lol recently someone just got very mad at me just bc i was giving myself a time from people. like it happens, i need to do that to NOT be insane and act all crazy and shit sigh i'm very random like i don't even say hi i just talk abt some random stuff and if u want to be in contact lemme know since ur music taste is great and i bet u're a cool person!