tsumugsfish
2 years ago
it was actually p easy. shockingly enough. either i passed w flying colors or absolutely bombed it
tsumugsfish
2 years ago
yea!! n im actually challenging myself to finish an entire orange colored pencil, so the rest of my pages will probably be orange too ^__^
tsumugsfish
2 years ago
im not sure how often ill update this. i basically made the whole page + uploaded my art on a complete whim so we'll see!
michaelmas
2 years ago
Hell yeah! In my experience, you'll get your motivation back as soon as you start up again, so don't worry about it. & motivation is secondary, you know? You can do what you want & not feel motivated, though I'll admit motivation is as nice as it is capricious. Looking forward to what you do next!
tsumugsfish
2 years ago
@vashti ive actually never thought of it that way.. motivation isnt present in all of my actions, but i still do em anyways... thats so eye opening. goddamm. tysm
michaelmas
2 years ago
I'm glad I could help. My entire world view basically shifted when I came to the realization that I can do whatever I want, regardless of my feelings. I think I have more agency now, & I take care of myself better. I think of things as a matter of discipline, meaning I can do whatever I want, I just have to do it. & each time I do something even when lacking in motivation, I feel more self assured.
michaelmas
2 years ago
It's like this upward spiral instead of a downward spiral; I just feel better & better the more I try. I still have off days, but so does everybody. Anyways, happy that my advice was helpful to you!
michaelmas
2 years ago
Wowwww I like this concept of a microblog, maybe I'll try it out! Knowing me though, I won't be able to keep my entries short enough to be considered "micro" though lol
if ur good at naming things pls. i seek your aid