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tsumugsfish's pond empire
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being away from my site for so long has kinda caused me to lose a lot of my motivation... but its ok. we ball. ill recover n this site is gunna b better than ever 4sure :3
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vashti
1 year ago
Wowwww I like this concept of a microblog, maybe I'll try it out! Knowing me though, I won't be able to keep my entries short enough to be considered "micro" though lol
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school is absolutely beating my ass guys i might not b online 4 some time maybe. idk
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not sure how my website ended up so Green when im a much bigger fan of orange. hm
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vashti
1 year ago
The green is so comforting though :) But yeah, I can't believe my site is so plain & white despite how colorful I am in my non-digital life. I think different parts of ourselves just bring about different colors.
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dhampirave
1 year ago
pinks my favorite color but i dont think any of my pages will have it once i update the site lol
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found u thru the selfinsert webring :3 always nice 2 see more persona fans! excited to see ur site evolve !!
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Hell yeah! In my experience, you'll get your motivation back as soon as you start up again, so don't worry about it. & motivation is secondary, you know? You can do what you want & not feel motivated, though I'll admit motivation is as nice as it is capricious. Looking forward to what you do next!
@vashti ive actually never thought of it that way.. motivation isnt present in all of my actions, but i still do em anyways... thats so eye opening. goddamm. tysm
I'm glad I could help. My entire world view basically shifted when I came to the realization that I can do whatever I want, regardless of my feelings. I think I have more agency now, & I take care of myself better. I think of things as a matter of discipline, meaning I can do whatever I want, I just have to do it. & each time I do something even when lacking in motivation, I feel more self assured.
It's like this upward spiral instead of a downward spiral; I just feel better & better the more I try. I still have off days, but so does everybody. Anyways, happy that my advice was helpful to you!