funny how silly things like that are embarassing. theres a whole ritual to going to the store--waiting at the line, having some smalltalk, saying goodbye, leaving, all as if to punctuate your visit. going right back in again isnt part of the script, so it's more difficult/stressful (i think)
a tragic circumstance that i'm both terrible at following script and paranoid of standing out
thank you for reading! it's mostly rambling i'm aware but i've not another real outlet for such thoughts, and of course no real friends to speak of.
Best anime, that's a fact.
so so true bestie