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i am very ill. things are not well. i struggled today to open the caps to my water bottles. i am very scared. hopefully i can go to the doctor's tomorrow. please forgive me for not responding or updating. i am praying to God to be by my bedside, i am very scared. all my tears and prayers go to everyone for good health.
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velvetblue
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you don't need to apologize for anything, just focus on your health for now. please stay safe, and get as much rest as you need. i know you can get through this, and i'll be praying for your recovery <3
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i really hope your new therapist can help you in some way. i'm sure it's a rough change, but i think they might be able to help you. take care on your trip, i hope you can feel at least something good from it. and please, remember that you're a beautiful person, even through all the pain, all the confusion, and all the memories. you may be lost now, but i believe you'll be found one day. stay safe. <3
୨୧velvetblue you are so kind, thank you. i am hoping my new therapist will help too. i know i can not truly improve meaningfully until i'm out of this house, but i hope with her help i can become more resilient. you are so kind with your descriptors of me. it is really so sweet of you to say those nice things about me. i hope you are well too, and you stay safe as well.!