oh my gods im alive hi YES it has been five months YES i do still exist YES i do still plan on updating the site. february-april was a wild ass time for me i got a concussion and couldn't look at my phone for a solid week, i broke up with my boyfriend because i realized that i was like 10000x happier single, and i got back into obsessively reading. anyways hi hello i love you all and i'll be back eventually!!