axayacatl(dot)neocities(dot)org is the only website where you can recieve both a GBWY and hail satan on christmas. happy holidays and thank u <3 all ur messages made me smile and will be up soon
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new art + started reading gruppo di nun
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time is running out to leave me a message under my christmas tree https://decomytree.com/home?hashedId=X-RCcz9KaTaH !
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aforest
1 year ago
I know very well what you mean about destroying oneself to build something new. I think people often romanticise self-improvement as reading books and going to the gym, but its so much more about a war within; and as wars are, there will be destruction.
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axayacatl
1 year ago
i agree and i also thing at some point you have to realize you are both sides of the war. sun tzu implied there is nothing to win in war, just a reduction of what we can lose. i think we fear our darkness to much and deprive what it has to offer
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aforest
1 year ago
fully agreed. I actually wrote a little about accepting all parts of yourself instead of viewing certain aspects as some implicit enemy; as you said, each part of yourself has its place and its own beauty
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what are your guys resolutions for the new year? mine is cultivating stillness in myself
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krystalspalace
1 year ago
attempting to improve my dental health and also give myself more time to create things
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aforest
1 year ago
mine is quite simple, I guess. It's to become a better version of myself than I am now
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krystalspalace
1 year ago
love love love the EAH edit/collage, I was always a MH girly for the most part butttt my bf is big into EAH and I've been gradually watching more of it with him lol <33333
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love won't save you (positive)
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aforest
1 year ago
it's so strange the human mind knows this but the soul still craves love like nothing else
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shhh i totally posted this on christmas shhh