was trying to work on my site and immediately got a pounding migraine. sigh
i love how im come onto here to do fuck all and then leave. truthfully, i think i stopped updating because the friend (if i can even call them that anymore) who kept me motivated, ghosted me. i do expect to pick this back up at some point, but honestly my irl life is just too busy. im working on my relationship with my partner, and working on moving out. maybe one day i can go scorched earth and start over again.
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i am very tempted to abandon my site, for various reasons. hm.
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monachopsis
11 months ago
to reply to voidgazing, i'm just very unhappy with my site and yet i have no motivation to "fix" it, due to mostly my life irl and what i'm going through. it also just.. feels like a chore sometimes? tldr, i have a love-hate relationship with my site. not happy with how it looks now and how im barely able to keep up with it, but i have put many, many hours into it.
thank you!