it's also horrifying seeing how fast time flies. this is a year and a half old now... ive barely drawn since... ever since ive become a "real adult" with a "real job" and shit it feels like im suffocating art-wise. desperately wish i could draw more. desperately wish i didn't stress as much. can't believe this project's making me nostalgic for working 16 hr shifts doing helpdesk at a hospital being paid peanuts :(
bah. i shouldn't beat myself up too bad over it. shit happens and i had a lot of big life milestones last year, even if it meant sacrificing time away from art. definitely think i wanna go through with archiving my other VanguardVogue art I happen to have. I don't have everything (RIP the CSP painted arts whose source files have been lost to time) but i still have a bunch of stuff on my iPad
it's also horrifying seeing how fast time flies. this is a year and a half old now... ive barely drawn since... ever since ive become a "real adult" with a "real job" and shit it feels like im suffocating art-wise. desperately wish i could draw more. desperately wish i didn't stress as much. can't believe this project's making me nostalgic for working 16 hr shifts doing helpdesk at a hospital being paid peanuts :(
bah. i shouldn't beat myself up too bad over it. shit happens and i had a lot of big life milestones last year, even if it meant sacrificing time away from art. definitely think i wanna go through with archiving my other VanguardVogue art I happen to have. I don't have everything (RIP the CSP painted arts whose source files have been lost to time) but i still have a bunch of stuff on my iPad