funny, I've been feeling kind of the same lately. A somewhat pithy quote that's stuck with me from a book I just finished is "There are no revolutionary subjects on social media." Hard to tell what's the value of having a public presence that tries to chart a new course if everything is inevitably affected by the ridiculously massive gravitational flattening of corporate media..
I do think it's worth leaving what it has up if only so what few people who might find meaningful resonance in its work can find it, but obviously not even Neocities is necessarily built for "discoverability"
thank you!!! fair warning, i think the early episodes of the podcast are the least good, but Super Bomberman 2 is probably a good spot to start anyway