don't think that feeling ever goes away, unless you're one of those mega-popular normies who've sucked all the heart out of everything
I used to get near panic attacks when I put anything I created out into the public. It was so scary to be judged. But after a while either I stopped caring as much or I realised that people don't really care about me enough to judge. I guess small steps and small audiences really helped.
the new neocities update is nice