The urge to boymode, cut my hair, download grindr and get aggressively into disorder eating is strong but it comes from a place of internalized transphobia and the idea im only hot to others if masculine.. as if ive ever been 'masculine' XD moreso the whole femboy v transfemme battle happening inn my head. Oh to be a twink XD
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probz doesn't mean much but I think you're super amazing pretty <3333333333333
real asf honestly. like sometimes i get to a point where i want to schlack my face with makeup and put on the smallest skirt i can find and hang out at the bar like a piece of meat. but then i realize that there are better ways to deal with insecurity