i wonder if reading something BAD would get me back into writing. i could try and reread normal people by sally rooney but also... too torturous. i may find another knock off reylo author to get my spite and anger flowing
planning on another essay up sometime this week (hopefully today with the right motivation). it's hard for me to focus on any serious issue without feeling like i'm simply speaking to fill a void, which is why i tend to go after studying "redpilled" and "blackpilled" individuals online. easier to dissect, and more interesting to see the various paths they take.
the icon leading to my 123guestbook is most likely going to end up as the new link to my shrine homepage. looks like the cbox is being used more anyways <3
it's definitely the beer but going over my website and seeing how much effort and time i've put into it and the fact i dove in to learn something new... it makes me emotional