I guess it was because I felt like none of those paragraphs were really going anywhere; from my perspective, I was just searching for an interesting way to frame the fact that "I'm starting a blog" but kept going "eh the idea is maybe something but I can't phrase it in a way that feels satisfying"
and the experience of writing it was me going like "wow I cannot decide on anything to say" and eventually me going "fuck it, i'm spending a weirdly long time on this, this post can be about my struggle to find something to say, this timelapse is kinda ridiculous and hilarious"
Ah ok. I guess I overestimated how good the rough draft was. Some of the missing paragraphs sounded interesting.
thanks for trying my game, glad you enjoyed it! also you have such an awesome site, I love your handwritten website, that's such a cool idea