autism truly is such a double edged sword when it comes to hyper-focusing on something ohhh my god.... like if i could hyper-focus on one thing when i need/want to be doing it thats fine!!! i just wish it didnt endlessly persist until im done doing w/e it is im doing 😭😭😭 like i wish i could have this much focus on more than one thing...fuck my stupid baka LIFE