domokun
3 months ago
honestly real but if you wanna keep your neocities you could always js have it so when someone opens it it redirects them to ur nekoweb or something
kingdomofakibaten
3 months ago
goodness This is so so relatable.There is comfort in hopelessness and tragedy.I think it always made me feel different and special. For me I think self harm reinforced that idea. Doing stuff for *attention* does not at all diminish any suffering including the suffering of self harm.When we are taught we can’t rely on help from others, finding comfort in and furthering it is only natural as harmful as it may be. (1/2)
kingdomofakibaten
3 months ago
Everyone deserves help, and It’s human to want it.I guess for me it got better. I still struggle sometimes but I have started to separate myself from that identity of endless tragedy and trust the love and support I receive from others. no matter how much I convinced myself I deserved it then, going through that sucked. I have great hope that it will get better for you just as it did for me. Best wishes for you (2/2)
moekkis
3 months ago
thank u sosososo much ... It is such a tough thing to separate yourself from when ur whole life has been set against a backdrop of hopelessness and a Desire to not Live anymore .. but It is nice to hear I am not alone..<3
shit i should replay it someday
woah im playing rn!! i keep gettign flatline cuz i forget to reply to her chats.. ;-;
caramelpuddinz SAME T.T