Not sure what possessed me to do that last update. I guess it's knowing I have to take this copy of Bede's Ecclesiastical History of the English People back to the library soon and I need a permanent way to access it.
dang bro your exgf got you fucked up lol. It happens. You probably know this already but you need to forget about this girl. Sooner you get rid of all the photos and shit easier it will be. There is life after love, my man..
thank you so much for these words!! i think this problem has highlighted other issues i have.. in the end it's a lot to think about and how i can be a better person after these things have happened..
If I can chime in - one of your blog posts says you want to tell everyone the awful things you've done, and it seems like you're looking for forgiveness. The only person who can forgive you is you, and the best way to do that is to rebuild yourself and choose the person you want to be, then become it. Think of the best features of the people around you and embody those.
thank you so much for these words!! i think this problem has highlighted other issues i have.. in the end it's a lot to think about and how i can be a better person after these things have happened..
some of those posts remind me of myself in the past. But one day it will be so far back it will feel like it happened to someone else and not you.
If I can chime in - one of your blog posts says you want to tell everyone the awful things you've done, and it seems like you're looking for forgiveness. The only person who can forgive you is you, and the best way to do that is to rebuild yourself and choose the person you want to be, then become it. Think of the best features of the people around you and embody those.
Love yourself.
yeah, i understand that - self-love's been the biggest hurdle to get over.. thank you so much for taking a bit of time to say these things to me!!